i am 40 mins into deep research on apricot kernels... so far, very impressed, this might work for my suicide

[SufferingInDenmark]

i looked up a bunch of stuff, old articles about people accidentally dying from eating it.
BUT EVEN BETTER THO! they also said bitter almonds are good, and even more potent.
about 10% more effective.

it does however seem like there's some pain involved, and it could take up to 2 hours before you are fully dead.
but i think you can go unconscious relatively fast.

but what if i combined it with another method?
i could take the lethal dose while sitting in a pool or bath tub.
i would most likely pass out or become too weak, so that i probably would fall under the water and if not die from the bitter almonds;
then drown.

there's some pretty bad potential effects from it if you DO survive... potential deafness and stuff.

so i would need to truly do this carefully.

SI might kick in and i would feel like exiting the pool/water... so maybe i should jump off a bridge after eating bitter almonds.

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if i lived in america where guns are legal, i would definetely eat apricot kernels before shooting myself,
just in the extremely rare case that i survive the gunshot.

i'm not trying to give anyone any ideas because it makes me feel bad if your problems can still be fixed.
but my problems can't, such as epilepsy

 

[GuppyBoyo]

please don't try any form of poisoning; especially this one.
they are practically non-methods that will only damage your body without killing you

you can practically puke most things, and this one is highly included

 

[Avril]

i looked up a bunch of stuff, old articles about people accidentally dying from eating it.
BUT EVEN BETTER THO! they also said bitter almonds are good, and even more potent.
about 10% more effective.

it does however seem like there's some pain involved, and it could take up to 2 hours before you are fully dead.
but i think you can go unconscious relatively fast.

but what if i combined it with another method?
i could take the lethal dose while sitting in a pool or bath tub.
i would most likely pass out or become too weak, so that i probably would fall under the water and if not die from the bitter almonds;
then drown.

there's some pretty bad potential effects from it if you DO survive... potential deafness and stuff.

so i would need to truly do this carefully.

SI might kick in and i would feel like exiting the pool/water... so maybe i should jump off a bridge after eating bitter almonds.

-----------------

if i lived in america where guns are legal, i would definetely eat apricot kernels before shooting myself,
just in the extremely rare case that i survive the gunshot.

i'm not trying to give anyone any ideas because it makes me feel bad if your problems can still be fixed.
but my problems can't, such as epilepsy

Sounds interesting and unique BUT QUITE RISKY, is there SN where you live?

 

[bankai]

Please write a thesis and submit it to the review board here. we will have a look at it. If it's good enough we will add it to the resource list.

 

[Darkover]

you might be interested in this

So i asked chatgpt how many apple seeds would be need to kill yourself

Apple seeds contain amygdalin, which can release cyanide when metabolized. However, the body can handle small amounts without harm. The lethal dose of cyanide for humans is estimated to be 0.5 to 3.5 mg per kg of body weight. Apple seeds contain about 0.6 mg of cyanide per gram of seeds. An...

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[Praestat_Mori]

10% better chance - that's far from 90% better chance.

If it was that easy to die from eating bitter almonds or certain fruits they would long be gone from markets and not accessible to the people anymore.

 

[imOK]

The almonds you buy aren't the bitter almonds this is about.

It's impossible either way. You're not gonna eat that amount.

I have a good one that'll 100% work: Stand on the beach, eventually climate change will raise the water level. You will drown.

 

[SufferingInDenmark]

If it was that easy to die from eating bitter almonds or certain fruits they would long be gone from markets and not accessible to the people anymore.

yeah and they ARE banned in certain countries because of just that

is there SN where you live?

i could never get that across the border, im pretty sure they open every single package they get ahold of.
i never tracked a pakcage (just clothes or whatever) where it DIDN'T say "currently being inspected" or some shit like that

things

it only needs to stay down for a min and the cyanide will already have been released, to my understanding

 

[artificialpasta]

BUT EVEN BETTER THO! they also said bitter almonds are good, and even more potent.
about 10% more effective.

10% more effective than what?

 

[SufferingInDenmark]

10% more effective than what?

than apricot kernels

 

[monetpompo]

you might be interested in this

the thread is gone btw

 

[RinneOfAragon]

I've gone down this road before.