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Water-Lily

Water-Lily

Enlightened
Dec 26, 2020
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Today was...interesting to say the least

I first spoke to my therapist who told me that I am no longer considered at risk in my treatment plan. She said I have been doing well, though I disagree due to my chronic suicidality. She also said that she is ok with be being on SS, and that so long as I find this community comforting then by all means.

I know I have spoken at how much of a bully and abuser my younger brother has been, though since I have been distancing myself hes been "nice". Today he offered himself to come with me to the cat cafe and I was like "sure". So we hung out and bought food. I am on a diet but, I guess not today. I gave into snacks and some Chipotle

I feel like hurting myself for eating junk food hoping I didn't gain weight but, oh well I guess.

Oh I almost forgot. The supervisor at the cat cafe told me she will let me know of an upcoming orientation so I can start volunteering. They seemed happy to see me.
 
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timf

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Mar 26, 2020
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It sounds like you are finding rays of light to push back the darkness. I hope things continue to improve.
 
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Miss_Takes

Somewhere Over the Rainbow
Dec 4, 2020
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Today was...interesting to say the least

I first spoke to my therapist who told me that I am no longer considered at risk in my treatment plan. She said I have been doing well, though I disagree due to my chronic suicidality. She also said that she is ok with be being on SS, and that so long as I find this community comforting then by all means.

I know I have spoken at how much of a bully and abuser my younger brother has been, though since I have been distancing myself hes been "nice". Today he offered himself to come with me to the cat cafe and I was like "sure". So we hung out and bought food. I am on a diet but, I guess not today. I gave into snacks and some Chipotle

I feel like hurting myself for eating junk food hoping I didn't gain weight but, oh well I guess.

Oh I almost forgot. The supervisor at the cat cafe told me she will let me know of an upcoming orientation so I can start volunteering. They seemed happy to see me.
Fantastic news about the orientation.
 
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SanJunipero1

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Apr 6, 2020
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Your therapist sounds amazing, if only they were all so understanding.
 
NeverSatisfied

NeverSatisfied

Experienced
Dec 28, 2020
224
Congrats on the cat cafe! Also, kudos to your therapist
 

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