how would you rate your pleasure and pain

[Darkover]

my life is 10% pleasure, 90% pain
(and likely to stay that way) I'm better off dead, as 0 pleasure, 0 pain is a better ratio.

 

[Seered Doom]

3% pleasure and 97% pain
The reason behind that is that I always expect a bad thing to follow up from anything good that happens to me and I get proven right more often than not

 

[FuneralCry]

There is nothing pleasurable about existing, existence is just an unnecessary harm that is very meaningless and futile, there is no benefit to this curse we were tragically burdened with. I certainly see it as better to not exist under all circumstances as one cannot suffer from the absence of everything, to die removes the ultimate cause of all suffering in the first place.

 

[Freedombus'25]

5% pleasure 95% pain.

I sometimes laugh at the youtube videos I watch but most of these days are spent in physical and/or emotional pain.

Im no longer enjoyong any part of this existence and I want it to end. Asap.