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noname223

Archangel
Aug 18, 2020
5,990
I am invited to a friends party. I am glad I stayed healthy. I was scared to get ill and miss 3 parties in a row due to illness.

I fucking hate christmas. But New Year is usually good. I will sleep at the apartment of my dad. The party starts 1 p.m.

I think it is over with the woman I text. Many signs show she will stay with her boyfriend. On texting we never really matched. I think the chemistry of our texting behavior is horrendous. This could ruin my mood. But it is not all of a sudden. It got worse and worse over time.

I am still scared that I ruined it. But it deteriorated and deteriorated. In real life our meetings were good. But online it does not fit. It is unlucky she is now on holidays.

Tbh I don't know whether it would have been good if we came together. She seemingly cheats with her current bf by dating me. And she cheated on her prior bf in the exact same pattern. And it seems like this pattern would have continued.
 
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yowai

yowai

Specialist
Aug 28, 2024
336
I'll stay at home in my room playing video games and avoiding my drunk parents.
I got asked to drive around with my plug and do coke though lmao.
 
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kitkat9234

Experienced
Nov 27, 2024
257
Alone 😞kicking myself for not trying to CBT. I'm off today until Thursday and don't have my daughter. Three days where no one would be looking for me yet I'm too chicken shit to do anything about it. Scared of failure, what comes next and how it will affect my daughter. So here I am trapped. Fml.
 
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Namelesa

Namelesa

Global Mod · Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
1,933
Me and my family don't really celebrate new years so we don't do anything special for it.
 
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noname223

Archangel
Aug 18, 2020
5,990
I am on a one day hiatus in this forum. Sorry disappoint my followers. Personally, I either call them the "nonamians", "The223crew" or just "reckless mad lads". I even have to announce that so that no rebellion starts because everyone cannot cope any longer without my threads if 24 hours passed.

My dad has no wifi I will need the internet of my phone. It will suck. My dad is sort of a compulsive hoarder.
 
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kenma0

kenma0

𝔪𝔦𝔰𝔰𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔱𝔬 𝔡𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔥
Dec 22, 2024
39
by myself doing jack shit. im sure the person i wish i was with will be having fun with their new person, doing everything i want to do with them. i wish i didnt have to see 2025
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
2,282
I like to watch New Years streams from around the world. I do not spend it with anyone though and I go to bed way before midnight because I have insomnia 😅
 
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CTB Dream

CTB Dream

Injury damage disabl hard talk no argu make fun et
Sep 17, 2022
2,796
simil alldy
 
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Too_Many_Years

Too_Many_Years

Future Corpse
Dec 18, 2024
15
With my boyfriend and daughter dreading the same shit but a new year. Just makes me want to cry and sleep forever. Everyone messages happy new year and i just want to say go fuck yourself.
 
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RIPwednesdayadams

RIPwednesdayadams

Member
Dec 17, 2021
34
At home alone just like the last one.
 
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TheHolySword

TheHolySword

empty heart
Nov 22, 2024
1,082
going to get absolutely plastered with my friends one last time and then go home and cry
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,205
I'm still pissed off for making it till nearly 2025 in this absurd fucked up world.
Happy Hour Party GIF by Two Lane Brewing
 
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Promised Heaven

Promised Heaven

Eternally atoning
Feb 1, 2024
701
Spending January 1st at my job. Yes, my store is open January 1st. Also working December 31st.

Going home at 9 p.m. on the 1st and probably going to do drugs to feel something. It's going to be a long year if I don't CTB early.
 
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WhiteRabbit

WhiteRabbit

I'm late, i'm late. For a very important date.
Feb 12, 2019
1,725
I received some nice steaks for Christmas. I'll probably cook some and maybe watch the ball drop in Times Square. It's crazy to think that I haven't been out for NYE since I became ill 8 years ago. This will be one of the many nights I miss my old life.
 
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LostLily

LostLily

Why do I exist?
Nov 18, 2024
755
I will be stuck at work till 8:30pm. Hopefully it will be dead.
 
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wayn

wayn

orange cats are so cute
Oct 3, 2024
63
Dont know dont care
 
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InAgony

InAgony

To insanity and beyond
Feb 19, 2024
132
Sad as it is, when the clock turns 00:00 I will probably be in SaSu chat.

I might record the London fireworks on the TV and watch them the following day, but other than that, it will be like any other day (a bad one though, as New Year affects my mood in a negative way).
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
12,280
😴 Sleeping.

I'm such a pessimist. Why would this year be any less shit than any of the others?

I hope that's not the case for you all though Sasu community.
 
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SmilingNoMore

SmilingNoMore

Paragon
Nov 25, 2024
962
Housesitting alone. Just had some weed. Maybe a non-alcoholic champagne bit later. More to celebrate my first sober anniversary (yesterday). Thinking how ironic it is that since I stopped drinking everything fell apart making me want to ctb instead of celebrating another year. Cheers to all of us spending our time on here :hug:
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,385
Sick with the flu 🤧
 
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pulse1

pulse1

Member
Dec 31, 2024
29
Sitting at home alone. Maybe I'll try to play some video games, but it feels like all my life force is drained out of me.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,796
I wouldn't do anything since my family doesn't celebrate it anyway and, even if they did, I wouldn't want to celebrate new years since it always seemed to be pointless to me. In my view, it's like celebrating a new year of suffering
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Illuminated
Feb 13, 2020
3,232
With my pets at home on / behind the couch
 

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