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Everythingiwanted

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Dec 4, 2019
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I will start by explaining a bit of my situation :

Hello everyone, and thanks to anyone who will reply.
I am a 19 year old female and i have come to the decision of taking my life anytime soon.
I have attempted suicide twice so far. The first time it was by hanging (age 12) and i obviously failed because i had no idea on how to properly do it. The second time was by drug (as in medication) overdose (also age 12). That obviously also failed. I had no idea of what drugs to use, i popped every pill in the house i could get my hands on and hoped to die.
My biggest fear, is failing at hanging myself and end up with brain damage or paralyzed. My second concearn is that i currently live with my fiance and i dont want him to find me. I know he'd be better off without me but nobody wants to see a dead body. I have tried today with a rope to see if it would work but im really REALLY scared of failing at this.
 
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maka

this is for you, mi cuervito 𓇢𓆸
Apr 23, 2019
181
Bienvenidos.

I'd recommend starting off with these threads:

Original How to Hang Yourself: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/how-to-hang-yourself.1183/
New How to Hang Youreslf: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/how-to-hang-yourself-improved-information.24972/

Your goal when hanging is to compress the carotid arteries so that you pass out and keep that pressure on your carotids while knocked until all the bloodflow is blocked off from the brain and you eventually die from it. Full suspension is much easier, but I'm not too informed on that method. Partial is a whole 'nother monster of it's own.
 
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Everythingiwanted

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Bienvenidos.

I'd recommend starting off with these threads:

Original How to Hang Yourself: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/how-to-hang-yourself.1183/
New How to Hang Youreslf: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/how-to-hang-yourself-improved-information.24972/

Your goal when hanging is to compress the carotid arteries so that you pass out and keep that pressure on your carotids while knocked until all the bloodflow is blocked off from the brain and you eventually die from it. Full suspension is much easier, but I'm not too informed on that method. Partial is a whole 'nother monster of it's own.
Thank you for your reply!!
 
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Oct 24, 2019
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You can't. Period. Robin Williams succeeded by happenstance; full suspension is the only way to go...caterpillar,caterpillar, caterpillar...
I use the word caterpillar to describe how many syllables are required before you die in full suspension mode. Check out hanging of the Lincoln conspirators. One drop, one way (as in down). R.i.p.
 
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