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comeoutandhauntme

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this is probably too specific of a question to ask the broad community of strangers that doesn't know my life or situation, but wanted to give it a shot anyways. even though there's realistically not rlly a good solution to this.

anyways, my biggest drawback when ordering SN (and the antiemetics/benzos) is figuring out where i can order it to without getting caught. i live at home still and the odds of me moving out to live on my own any time soon are slim-none. i don't want anyone to question what the packages are. i know PO boxes are an option but they're honestly kinda expensive to rent for just a couple of packages, not to mention that getting a PO box to begin with would raise questions for me that i don't have the answers to.

so yeah, just a little at a loss. anyone have any idea of somewhere else i could ship everything to? again, i know there's probably not really a good solution for anyone to give but wanted to throw the question out there anyways. thank you!!
 
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thelostautistic

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Jul 31, 2025
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I just ordered mine to my address but I tracked it. When I knew it was out for delivery I just stayed by the door so I could be the one to get it.
 
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this is probably too specific of a question to ask the broad community of strangers that doesn't know my life or situation, but wanted to give it a shot anyways. even though there's realistically not rlly a good solution to this.

anyways, my biggest drawback when ordering SN (and the antiemetics/benzos) is figuring out where i can order it to without getting caught. i live at home still and the odds of me moving out to live on my own any time soon are slim-none. i don't want anyone to question what the packages are. i know PO boxes are an option but they're honestly kinda expensive to rent for just a couple of packages, not to mention that getting a PO box to begin with would raise questions for me that i don't have the answers to.

so yeah, just a little at a loss. anyone have any idea of somewhere else i could ship everything to? again, i know there's probably not really a good solution for anyone to give but wanted to throw the question out there anyways. thank you!!
Probably can't ship to a PO Box. I'm just assuming though
 
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Mar 5, 2025
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in my case this was also my biggest issue, first i would recommend searching in ur local area if there are any abandoned buildings nearby, that's probably the best and safest way. if not then for the sn you could just try lying about it: college project, grilling with friends etc at least that worked for me. even if ur parents are super suspicious searching up sodium nitrite on google for example doesn't immediately raise any red flags since it has very legit use cases
 
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we're all kind of sasu brained on here so i don't fault being scared of your parents confiscating it. but it's usually just a meat and fish preservative, so i don't think your parents will immediately know you'll use it for ctb. i agree with what @thelostautistic and @Box said. i just put my home address bc i can't afford a po box but am in a similar living situation, and i'm keeping a firm eye on the shipping progress. as long as you know when it's coming in you can afford the parents seeing it. plus, it's probably going to be inside your mailbox, so you can be the first one to check it if your parents don't check the mail regularly.
 

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