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favouriteworstnight

favouriteworstnight

pretty noose
May 14, 2023
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i see many people saying it's peaceful, painless but i think i'm doing something wrong. once i was able to press my neck and i almost passed out using my own hand and it was calm, but i can't do it with a rope :( i've read so many posts but i don't know what to do anymore
 
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favouriteworstnight

favouriteworstnight

pretty noose
May 14, 2023
63
i was practicing and woke up with a sore throat…

when i press my neck with my hands my vision goes black but it stops before i pass out, i think i can't put enough pressure with my hands

sometimes i hyperventilate but that's because i'm doing something wrong

yesterday i was hyperventilating with the rope around my neck so i think i'm doing something wrong

honestly i hope experimenting helps with fear because i need to end my shit, i have one month to get the courage
 
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