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anonymage

anonymage

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Oct 1, 2025
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I'm saving up to buy 10 bottles of 28 olanzapine tablets, 10 mg each. I plan to take them all at once. I'm thinking of climbing onto a low bridge, and when I lose consciousness, I'll fall involuntarily because I won't be able to hold on I will have the necessary money in about 2 weeks, I think the overdose is enough because my body will have 40mg/kg
Even though I'm scared to go up on that bridge, I chose that particular bridge because it's a busy street and I want one particular person in my town to know about it.
Months ago I tried to commit suicide with olanzapine, but I only took one bottle and was hospitalized for 3 days.
My sister, who had also attempted suicide in her youth, told me that if I really wanted to die I should stop wasting time with pills and jump off a bridge.

I never had many friends, I would like to make a YouTube channel with a couple of videos explaining my motivations and leaving video letters for some people.
 
locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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What type of bridge is it? I mean what's below it? Water? Roadway? Grass?
 
anonymage

anonymage

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Oct 1, 2025
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¿Qué tipo de puente es? ¿Qué hay debajo? ¿Agua? ¿Carretera? ¿Césped?
Hay un carrito, está al lado del colegio donde estudié y cruza el bulevar de mi ciudad, una de las calles principales.
No sé si puedo publicar una foto porque sería información personal.
 
NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
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Your sister's right, ODs are a waste of time.



How high is the bridge?
 
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Hollowman

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Attempting on a busy street's not the best idea.
 
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progressingdeath

progressingdeath

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May 24, 2024
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Not all ODs are a waste of time. Many people overdose and die and are revived. Find the best one and the best opportunity to die and bam! Recommendation: don't get addicted to opiates and learn to IV saline
It's a waste of time if you use the drug a lot and if it's not a particularly deadly way to die
 
anonymage

anonymage

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Oct 1, 2025
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Your sister's right, ODs are a waste of time.



How high is the bridge?
I've heard that, but it's a prescription drug, I've researched that there have been deaths from 450mg overdoses, and I'll be taking more than triple that, I don't know, I hope it works, If the medicine doesn't kill me, the fall will.
 
locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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Hay un carrito, está al lado del colegio donde estudié y cruza el bulevar de mi ciudad, una de las calles principales.
No sé si puedo publicar una foto porque sería información personal.

Entonces, ¿sería un salto sobre la carretera? Podría traumatizar a alguien que te golpee, pero no lo juzgo. Puedes publicar fotos, solo usa un servicio en línea gratuito para eliminar los metadatos de la foto si te preocupa.

El español no es mi lengua materna.
 
anonymage

anonymage

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Oct 1, 2025
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Entonces, ¿sería un salto sobre la carretera? Podría traumatizar a alguien que te golpee, pero no lo juzgo. Puedes publicar fotos, solo usa un servicio en línea gratuito para eliminar los metadatos de la foto si te preocupa.

El español no es mi lengua materna.
Realmente no me preocupa la privacidad, solo quería asegurarme de no infringir ninguna de las reglas del sitio.
Perdón por publicar en español, pensé que lo había traducido.

Basicamente este es el puente, es un puente peatonal, es muy fácil subir hasta la parte donde estan puestos los anuncios, calculo que la parte mas alta mide unos 10 metros, no es mucho, pero si caigo de cabeza seria fatal, y si recibo atención medica seria por la caída y no por la sobredosis, por lo que es mas probable morir, o eso creo, En la calle que cruza esa intersección the person I want to know what happened lives
Es un lugar que me trae muchos malos recuerdos porque solía cruzar ese puente todos los días para regresar a casa, odiaba estar en la escuela.
 

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nobodycaresaboutme

nobodycaresaboutme

maybe my English kinda sucks
Jun 30, 2025
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Sorry I don't know Spanish language.

Do you think you are going to die by getting hit by vehicles rather than the impact of landing? I don't think cars are very reliable for CTB, because they are smaller and slower and have less kinetic energy than trains. It's also possible that drivers make evasion maneuvers and you end up being unwounded. Additionally there is an ethical concern that it causes secondary or further accidents and someone innocent can get involved in them.
 
flip_bug

flip_bug

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Oct 2, 2025
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Your sister sounds like a really mean person, don't listen to her, she has a bias against you. If the bridge is busy, authorities will most definitely be alerted about it. Start your youtube channel and try to get yourself out of the mud. You have ambition
 

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