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Siamese Believe

Siamese Believe

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Dec 8, 2025
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Just was curious, how fast does it kill? Is it usually painful? And What's the survival rate?
 
Gangrel

Gangrel

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Jul 25, 2024
699
probably high up there since it's easy and mostly painless
 
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leftoperish

leftoperish

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Dec 10, 2025
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I see you've been exploring methods. I still feel i have a little time left so I'm also doing the same but I'm curious why this has sprung up a lot. I'm also wondering why a lot of people prefer this but is this something you could use while sitting in a chair sipping a drink and watching something on a tv screen?. Still a little obsessed with going out cool and intact and maybe get written about by a friend or something of that nature? Imagine being found with a drink in hand a remote in the other and a video (can't say what video yet hehe) still playing
Nice I'll check this out
 
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orbwithinorb

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Aug 4, 2024
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probably high up there since it's easy and mostly painless
please don't spread misinformation. It's not mostly painless based on first hand accounts of users on here documenting their attempts here. I wish it was painless though based on how relatively easy it seems to obtain compared to barbiturates or nitazenes which would actually be painless
 
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daydreamer52

daydreamer52

Someday
Aug 12, 2023
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please don't spread misinformation. It's not mostly painless based on first hand accounts of users on here documenting their attempts here. I wish it was painless though based on how relatively easy it seems to obtain compared to barbiturates or nitazenes which would actually be painless
So you're saying SN is a painful method?
 
Chemi

Chemi

*.✧ Que Sera, Sera ✧.* | 25y/o fem
Nov 25, 2025
312
<3 <3 <3

To quote myself lol:
To sum up? Is SN peaceful? Ehh, not really. It gets close. Compared to other methods that are this easily accessible, cheap, reliable and not gory? Yeah. SN is a pretty peaceful way to go. In the end it is still dying. There will always be some degree of pain or discomfort when passing away.

SN in my mind is just the least bad way to CTB that doesnt cost me a thousand dollars like Nembutal would.
 
Gangrel

Gangrel

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Jul 25, 2024
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please don't spread misinformation. It's not mostly painless based on first hand accounts of users on here documenting their attempts here. I wish it was painless though based on how relatively easy it seems to obtain compared to barbiturates or nitazenes which would actually be painless
That is literally not what most users say here, search the threads of survivors, they just felt dizzy, nauseous and weakness until they pass out. No pain whatsoever. I am not spreading misinformation, you are.

Is it pleasent? Probably not, but much better than trying to slice your flesh open.
 
Chemi

Chemi

*.✧ Que Sera, Sera ✧.* | 25y/o fem
Nov 25, 2025
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Is it pleasent? Probably not, but much better than trying to slice your flesh open.
I agree. It isn't necessarily painful like cutting or hanging would be. The sensations you get after drinking SN are just very strange and intimidating, since there aren't many scenarios in normal life in which you get to experience this level of tachycardia and lightheadedness. It only gets more painful if you take low doses that won't knock you out quickly, since the pain and discomfort have plenty of time to build up.
 
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