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user938838383335

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Worndown

Worndown

Angelic
Mar 21, 2019
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There are many threads on this.
From reports:
You start feeling "off" after a minute or two.
The heart races, you feel a bit naucious.
You feel hot.
You need to lay down.
You may vomit a little.
Your breathing is labored
You get quiet

A bus stops for you.
 
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Einarfjzx

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May 28, 2022
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its probably the most peaceful method if done right
 
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Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒い薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
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As someone whose taken it .. you feel the effe to fast its starts in your head and then your body starts feeling weaker and weaker. Your heart aches and it feels like it's going 100 mph , breathing difficult and you have to lay down.

I help extremely hot at one moment and I felt like I was on the verge of passing out .

It's honestly very similar to being very sick just with ringing in your ears.
 
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catfriend

catfriend

meow!
Apr 3, 2025
204
been wondering the same. i'd recommend reading up on methemoglobinemia -- it's the condition that follows SN ingestion. :)

i found this document helpful: https://emcrit.org/ibcc/methemoglobinemia

As someone whose taken it .. you feel the effe to fast its starts in your head and then your body starts feeling weaker and weaker. Your heart aches and it feels like it's going 100 mph , breathing difficult and you have to lay down.

I help extremely hot at one moment and I felt like I was on the verge of passing out .

It's honestly very similar to being very sick just with ringing in your ears.
is breathing difficult in that you feel like you're suffocating?
 
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Big_Ocelot

Big_Ocelot

Banned Scammer
May 24, 2025
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I'm still scared, anyone wants to talk
You don't have to be scared as long as u exactly follow the protocol especially for taking benzos nd such because taking a nervous system relaxant is key to making u feel more comfortable nd less tense cuz things should go very smoothly once u manage to have the SN effects kick in while you're asleep or knocked out
 
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user938838383335

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You don't have to be scared as long as u exactly follow the protocol especially for taking benzos nd such because taking a nervous system relaxant is key to making u feel more comfortable nd less tense cuz things should go very smoothly once u manage to have the SN effects kick in while you're asleep or knocked out
I don't acces to the necessary meds
 
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latentzombie

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Oct 18, 2024
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You don't have to be scared as long as u exactly follow the protocol especially for taking benzos nd such because taking a nervous system relaxant is key to making u feel more comfortable nd less tense cuz things should go very smoothly once u manage to have the SN effects kick in while you're asleep or knocked out
The protocol mentions using diazepam, but i don't have access to that i only have access to clonazepam can o use it? Also in what amount
 
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Big_Ocelot

Banned Scammer
May 24, 2025
11
The protocol mentions using diazepam, but i don't have access to that i only have access to clonazepam can o use it? Also in what amount
Clonazepam should definitely also do the trick just look up the right dose per kg of total body weight for a knock out I'm guessing 8mg or something
I don't acces to the necessary meds
There are places you can get them online if u look around hard enough
 
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Romanticize

Specialist
Aug 22, 2024
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The protocol mentions using diazepam, but i don't have access to that i only have access to clonazepam can o use it? Also in what amount

lol clonazepam is even better than diazepam. But all benzos like alprazolam, lorazepam will work.
just take mid-high dose like 4-10mg
 
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user938838383335

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lol clonazepam is even better than diazepam. But all benzos like alprazolam, lorazepam will work.
just take mid-high dose like 4-10mg
Will other anti anxiety meds work?
 
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user938838383335

Nothing
Dec 29, 2024
157
I need help guys I'm severely mentally broken rn I can't understand the protocol idk what to do to kill myself can someone explain it to me clearly and what meds I need and WHY they are for.
I need help guys I'm severely mentally broken rn I can't understand the protocol idk what to do to kill myself can someone explain it to me clearly and what meds I need and WHY they are for. Pls don't blame me for not understanding my mind is broken
 
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gameoverman

Member
May 25, 2025
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As someone whose taken it .. you feel the effe to fast its starts in your head and then your body starts feeling weaker and weaker. Your heart aches and it feels like it's going 100 mph , breathing difficult and you have to lay down.

I help extremely hot at one moment and I felt like I was on the verge of passing out .

It's honestly very similar to being very sick just with ringing in your ears.
Did the ringing in the ears eventually go away?
 
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Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
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Will other anti anxiety meds work?
I need help guys I'm severely mentally broken rn I can't understand the protocol idk what to do to kill myself can someone explain it to me clearly and what meds I need and WHY they are for.
I need help guys I'm severely mentally broken rn I can't understand the protocol idk what to do to kill myself can someone explain it to me clearly and what meds I need and WHY they are for. Pls don't blame me for not understanding my mind is broken
In my country, benzodiazepines are not sold. But Hydroxyzine is similar. I have it, I will include it in the protocol

Read "PPеH" for 2025 and "SN Bill", everything is written there in detail, good luck!
 
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Carrot

Carrot

Mage
Feb 25, 2025
515
It's still here now
Did you try SN recently? I hope it's not an issue after days or weeks..

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From what I read your stomach aches, head aches. Like a strong cold (cold as in the illness).
You have less oxygen, so your heart speeds up to make up for it, but it won't be able to keep supplying oxygen. Hopefully at some point you pass out and that's it.

I had surgeries in my life, and got severly drunk. I don't remember anything from those moments, I didn't feel any pain, which is obvious, but this makes me hopeful. Our body is capable of being in a state where it doesn't feel anything.
 
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Jisatsu

黒い薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
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Did you try SN recently? I hope it's not an issue after days or weeks..

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From what I read your stomach aches, head aches. Like a strong cold (cold as in the illness).
You have less oxygen, so your heart speeds up to make up for it, but it won't be able to keep supplying oxygen. Hopefully at some point you pass out and that's it.

I had surgeries in my life, and got severly drunk. I don't remember anything from those moments, I didn't feel any pain, which is obvious, but this makes me hopeful. Our body is capable of being in a state where it doesn't feel anything
I accidentally ingested some and actually attempted with it. I already have bad health issues so it might be the mix of the two.

It's similar to having the flu but with a fast heart rate.
 
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user938838383335

Nothing
Dec 29, 2024
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Does it physically hurt
I accidentally ingested some and actually attempted with it. I already have bad health issues so it might be the mix of the two.

It's similar to having the flu but with a fast heart rat
 
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catfriend

catfriend

meow!
Apr 3, 2025
204
Can anyone convince me that it's not actually scary to go through it(I hope this is not bannable)

no one can (or should) convince you. you must make an informed decision for yourself, after researching SN's effects on the body.
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Global Mod | Anorexic Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
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no one here can or should convince you, or even imply anything of the sort, as said above. meant with care, you need to look at your research and decide for yourself. it breaks site rules for anyone here to say things in the way you're asking.

no disrespect meant xx
 
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Xiaojiu

Xiaojiu

cease to exist 不复存在
Mar 28, 2025
698
I'm still scared, anyone wants to talk
It's valid to be scared. Death is finite after all. If you're afraid, it means you need more time. And that's okay.
 
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thedevilwithin

anima vestra
Oct 4, 2023
171
It's valid to be scared. Death is finite after all. If you're afraid, it means you need more time. And that's okay.
^very important. do not rush something like this. give it time, think about it, make a plan, think about it again.
 
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