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EmbarrassedPotato

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Dec 5, 2025
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I want my family members and people in my life unlove me so it's easier for them after I ctb
 
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sanctionedusage

sanctionedusage

sanctioned sausage
Sep 17, 2025
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hard to do that without actively hurting them. which just compiles on top of the pain theyll feel when you pass
 
violetforever

violetforever

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Dec 24, 2025
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the majority of people on here are probably asking the opposite question so u might not get ur answer. i do see ur sentiment though.
 
Lady_V

Lady_V

Please be honest.
Aug 31, 2025
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Just have a mental episode in front of them. Always works for me because people hate the mentally ill.
 
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EmbarrassedPotato

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Dec 5, 2025
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the majority of people on here are probably asking the opposite question so u might not get ur answer. i do see ur sentiment though.
Like love's not enough for a person to keep living, because the love they feel is conditional just because I am their child, there isn't anyone who will unconditionally love me
Just have a mental episode in front of them. Always works for me because people hate the mentally ill.
That won't work in my case because I am already mentally ill and they know that. My mental illness is the reason I want to ctb because it isn't improving and I can't take this shit anymore
 
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violetforever

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Dec 24, 2025
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Like love's not enough for a person to keep living, because the love they feel is conditional just because I am their child, there isn't anyone who will unconditionally love me
that's true. it's not enough. love doesn't guarantee perfect circumstances or outcomes.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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You either hurt them now, before you die, or you hurt them when you die. If they love you, they are going to be hurt either way.
 
Liebestod

Liebestod

Suicide Enthusiast
Mar 15, 2025
508
Just stop caring about them.
 
No_Body

No_Body

rotting away
Apr 14, 2021
50
I want my family members and people in my life unlove me so it's easier for them after I ctb
i think it is impossible, there is a thing called unconditional love at the end of the day

they can hate the way you are right now, but often times they will remember the kind of person you used to be, and it will hurt them
 
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Ajaq

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Dec 17, 2025
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Cant really. Maybe do something really bad and then years of time and space.
 
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greenbeans

Love my razors
Dec 23, 2025
13
The best way is to start being more distant and doing things that they hate but make sure its things theyve told you they do not like but this will take a long time.
 

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