Venting How do most people not kill themselves??

[somethingisntreal]

Long time lurker here. First post. I apologize if my sentences sound weird, English isn't my first language.

Everyday I wake up and think to myself, "How do people do this shit every day?" I've yet to find an answer. I'm genuinely perplexed. How do most people go all their lives without ever considering suicide? Life's awful. There is no point, no meaning in it. We are alive just to make more copies of ourselves. That's it. I doubt that it's QOL because I have an objectively "good" life, but I've been thinking about killing myself for as long as I can remember. It's insane how something that I've lived with for years is such a foreign concept to some. Whenever I try to point it out to anyone, I get the usual hollow platitudes, "You are loved and cared for," "Life is worth living," "You need to get therapy" and other BS. How can they be so delusional? It's isolating.

Sometimes I wish I was like those people too. It'd be better than wanting to die but never actually going through with it. I just can't overcome SI. I've had no real attempt, they're all "suicide attempt" attempts. I can't do a single thing right.

 

[somewhatdeadly]

people have goals in life even tho society or they impose it into themselves they still do and they live for it.

 

[davidtorez]

Life is worse than what people realise. Doing jobs they hate for paying food and bills just to subsist but they've brainwashed themselves to think this is normal . Then you get old and get ailments and sicknesses. Life is painful rubbish nonsense

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

Several reasons.

They made all guaranteed suicide methods into crimes, someone assisting me with suicide, nembutal, sarco suicide booths etc .For example if I'm suffering constant unbearable pain i can't call to hire someone to assist me with suicide to put me out of my misery because they made assisting in suicide into a crime when it shouldn't be . Here in the U. S. it would be trivial call someone and they would be here in 30 minutes and shoot me in the head 10 times. But they made that a crime

Imo Most humans do not realize many things that sum up on top of each other . 1. Most have no idea how bad pain or suffering can get. What is worth going through the worst constant worst pain every second for 30 minutes? Nothing. To me nothing is worth 1 second of the worst pain. 2. They don't realize something extremely horrible can happen to any human any day .

they think life is good and that Death and Non-existence is bad . I think the opposite life is bad and Non-existence forever is the best thing. who is correct?

many more reasons

 

[davidtorez]

Several reasons.

They made all guaranteed suicide methods into crimes, someone assisting me with suicide, nembutal, sarco suicide booths etc .For example if im suffering constant unbearable pain i can't call to hire someone to assist me with suicide . Here in the US it would be trivial call someone and they would be here in 30 minutes and shoot me in the head 10 times. But they made that a crime

And yet suicide itself isn't illegal. But if you assist someone doing something that is legal it becomes illegal . Theres no other case I can think of where this topsy-turvy logic applies

 

[Spite]

Most people are normies who, for one reason or another, are simply unable to see the world for what it truly is. Most people live their lives in blissful ignorance and never question why things are the way they are.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I'm curious too. Maybe some do actually consider it at various points. I think we get trapped here too. Either via relationships that others chose for us- our parents, family. Or, those we create throughout life. We become aware that our choice to die would really hurt them so, we hold on for their sake. Then, I suppose we try to make the best of it.

It puzzles me too though. Are there truly some that never even consider it or, maybe don't allow themselves to? I know religious people who are strongly against it.

But, it's almost like some just accept living as the default setting that you don't muck about with. A baseline that you build up from.

What perplexes me more is when you hear people moan about life. The state of the world. How cruel and unfair life is- so- they obviously see it... And then, they decide to bring children into it! That, I just find cruel to be honest. Why would you knowingly put a person you claim to love at such high risk?

 

[PI3.14]

There are many reasons for this.

First, natural selection favors those who continue to leave, regardless of the reasoning behind their decision.

Second, not all people have mental illnesses and/or shitty life circumstances that push them towards the idea of suicide. Some have a healthy brain and body and are actually enjoying a good life.

Three, many people are religious and in most religion suicide is a big sin that might get you punished for eternity.

Fourth, people have different personalities, goals, moods, that play a role in their decision making. What I, for example, deem a life not worth living, might not be so in the eyes of someone's else.

Fifth, guilt. Many don't want to commit suicide despite wanting to cus they feel some guilt towards the people they will be leaving behind.

Sixth, survival instinct. This is an obvious one for all of us here I guess.


There isn't a single reason, different people have different reasons.

In fact, even the people who commit suicide might also have different reasons from each other.

I have seen suicide cases due to breakups, financial reasons, mental health reasons, loneliness, ugliness, physical disability, family issues...etc. Some might have a single reason, while others might have multiple ones.

It's just different for everyone.

 

[LettinGooo]

I have a hard cut off point of sometime early next year to CTB before my life with irrevocably be destroyed. If it wasn't for that news despite how isolated and empty my life is I doubt I'd be planning to CTB at all.

I've survived so far by just indulging in material possessions and other empty crap to keep myself distracted. It's a hollow existence but it's somewhat worked up until now.

 

[computer]

idk man
for me its my boyfriend and drugs

 

[Einarfjzx]

happy pills and subtances

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand, I'd never wish for this futile, torturous existence that just brings and causes suffering, to me existence really always feels like a mistake and as long as I exist I'll only hope for non-existence, simply just existing is enough to make me want to never suffer ever again.