Help How do I get the energy to kill myself?

[so-many-failures]

I've got a method (partial hanging) prepped and ready to go, so I just need to build up the courage to stop being a coward and actually kill myself. But every single night I'm just too tired to actually do it. I really, really want to, and I don't fear it at night, but I just don't have the energy to get up and do it. Is there any way to solve this? Kind of a silly question, but it's like the only thing keeping me here right now, so.

 

[I_go_in]

When living becomes immediately worse than dying. Living sucks but is sort of a slower burn while killing yourself requires immediate decisive action. Depression comes along with lots of inertia.

 

[NeoN0va]

For me at least, situations that make death look far more suitable than living give me such energy. I am suicidal, once again, as every second my entire body hurts and its just so fucking awful, pain that cant be taken away no matter what i do, and sleeping is the only option. So the best bet for you would be either an impulse or an awful situation (if you arent experiencing one already) TvT

 

[itsgone2]

I think it SI. It has many forms. So many ways to shut you down instead of going through with it.