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Vlad Tepes

Vlad Tepes

Experienced
Jun 24, 2025
265
Looking for an answer myself but I have to say that "nazi heilish survival instinct" is an absolute banger that Im gonna save lmao
 
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ineedtogetout

ineedtogetout

Member
Aug 26, 2024
71
Looking for an answer myself but I have to say that "nazi heilish survival instinct" is an absolute banger that Im gonna save lmao
Lmafo😹😹
I got the fentanyl but my fucking brain always lies to me that rhere are things to try or do that will improve my situation well.there are always things to try but what is the probability of them helping?
 
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Eudaimonic

Eudaimonic

I want to fade away.
Aug 11, 2023
977
First of all, I don't think suicidal ambivalence should be classed as "survival instinct." It's neither productive nor accurate to do so.
 
Ashes of a Dreamer

Ashes of a Dreamer

Looking for freedom out of this hell
Dec 29, 2024
161
You can't, have to deal with it. Anyway, there are ways to reduce it, and they're basically alcohol and drugs, legal or illegal, things that interfere in your nervous system.
 
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OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
1,130
@Ashes of a Dreamer great handle
 
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elletaber45

Member
Oct 1, 2023
39
Lmafo😹😹
I got the fentanyl but my fucking brain always lies to me that rhere are things to try or do that will improve my situation well.there are always things to try but what is the probability of them helping?
Can you say where you got the F?
 

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