Venting Hopeless, things will never improve for me unless society itself changes, which is impossible

[Defatigatis]

This planet is trash dump; people who simply consider things here to be "normal" and that "there's nothing to be done" already have their minds and critical thinking melted away.

I'm too sensitive, and any evil and superficial things i see here disgust me and further raise my desire to CTB.
If i go on instagram right now for 10 minutes, I'll come out with my mind disturbed by so much garbage — gosh, even if i go out on the street and observe all those people, it makes me feel disgusted. I can't even imagine what it would be like if I had to join the rat race or "adapt" to the capitalist system someway. I think the upside would be that i probably would go CTB faster. At the moment, being in the comfort of my house and isolated provides some relief.

 

[unluckysadness]

You're right. This planet is hell but most people don't realize it because it's not comfortable for them. Living in a world that pushes children to suicide (for example) is a sick world. So how can we be okay ?
I hope you'll find peace

 

[WhatCouldHaveBeen32]

I just wanted to make this post, somewhat. I agree with you

Edit: and people will just be harsh with you even if they know you don't care because they just like being evil.

 

[Dejected 55]

The world is full of cruelty and hate and selfishness and people reject and ignore you too... there's just nothing redeemable.

 

[LostZombie]

Yeah we have treated eachother, our planet, and our biosphere like complete and utter trash. We then create a system that is mean to fix all of our problems but instead we make system where you can never take a break or else you will lose everything.

Those who do want to take a break are what have been dubbed as lazy, entitled, communist. We aren't asking for much we just want it to stop, but when we have only one way to stop it we are now called crazy. We are crazy for wanting to leave because there is nothing of value left in this world.

 

[Defatigatis]

You're right. This planet is hell but most people don't realize it because it's not comfortable for them. Living in a world that pushes children to suicide (for example) is a sick world. So how can we be okay ?
I hope you'll find peace

You are also right. Abnormal circustancies leaves to abnormal reactions, it's natural...
Thank you, wishing this to you too. In my case, i probbaly will find peace eternally far, far away from this damn planet.

I just wanted to make this post, somewhat. I agree with you

Edit: and people will just be harsh with you even if they know you don't care because they just like being evil.

Yes, it seems like sadism is also part of our human nature and most of people keeps feeding that more than others.

Yeah we have treated eachother, our planet, and our biosphere like complete and utter trash. We then create a system that is mean to fix all of our problems but instead we make system where you can never take a break or else you will lose everything.

Those who do want to take a break are what have been dubbed as lazy, entitled, communist. We aren't asking for much we just want it to stop, but when we have only one way to stop it we are now called crazy. We are crazy for wanting to leave because there is nothing of value left in this world.

Can relate so much. I've been called by crazy and lazy so much times directly and indirectly... But honestly, there's no point in demanding empathy and wisdom from majority of people; they simply don't have it. It's like demanding quantum physics from a 3-year-old.

The world is full of cruelty and hate and selfishness and people reject and ignore you too... there's just nothing redeemable.

Yes... there is less and less reason to continue :(

 

[WhatCouldHaveBeen32]

Yes, it seems like sadism is also part of our human nature and most of people keeps feeding that more than others.

The sad fact is that people are aware of this yet they still choose to indulge in it.

 

[Spite]

I feel like I could have written this.

For a long time I have known that I will never happy so long as the world and society at large continues to operate the way it does. It will never change. Most human beings are garbage and always will be.

I also feel like I am too sensitive for this world.

People are so shallow and vain, and you will absolutely see the worst and most deplorable behaviour on social media. Parties and nightclubs are also wretched and depraved, yet most human beings seem to love them.

 

[doomedforsure]

man i feel you
it seems like im the only one that cant adapt to this fucked up society. i cant even understand why people are making relationship to each other and feeling happy with that. simply i'll never fit with this structure

 

[DependentFox]

When I first learned about the Holocaust as a kid I thought it was some kind of unique event where humanity was insanely evil for some reason. But then I learned more about other genocides and the centuries of Jewish persecution that built up to the Holocaust and realized that humanity is just fundamentally evil

Same thing with climate change, as a kid I was convinced that humanity would work together the best it could to prevent this kind of disaster especially if it could threaten the lives of millions of people. But now, after watching the people in power do nothing to combat it effectively I've realized that was just childish naivety

I've honestly lost all hope in humanity at this point