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Armadillo

Experienced
Oct 24, 2018
224
Ufffffff.... I apologize for being on Ambien and Alpralzolam. Many words won't have sense sorry.

I forgot what I had to say

But that's okay, i'll remember later.

What is "HOME" for you? It could be a person or a place, or an object... whatever you like. Where do you feel you belong? Where/with who you feel safe and carefree and that it's okay to rest a and feel good.
What was the last time you've been "home"?
Might try to elaborate better when sober
 
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Justanotherconsumer

Paragon
Jul 9, 2018
974
I'm hoping home is when you die in this life you wake up to a much better reality. Although I hope when you fall asleep in that reality you don't have to live this one, that would truly suck.
 
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stargazer

Arcanist
Nov 19, 2018
433
I'm hoping home is when you die in this life you wake up to a much better reality. Although I hope when you fall asleep in that reality you don't have to live this one, that would truly suck.
That's basically my approach too, when I die I want to wake up in my beautiful ideal reality. Or even just permanent nothingness. That's a good outcome too. I just don't want to survive. This reality at present is not home, to me. Edit: I'm not an alien, I'm also no longer religious and I'm not spiritual/Eco-warrior.
 
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Justanotherconsumer

Justanotherconsumer

Paragon
Jul 9, 2018
974
I'd settle for either of those two also, going to sleep and never waking up sounds nice.

 
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Red star

Red star

Experienced
Sep 15, 2018
206
Certain people feel like home to me, other than that it wouldn't be a place yet. In the future I hope to find a place I can feel at home in.
 
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NoOneKnows

NoOneKnows

Specialist
Sep 12, 2018
323
nature and music (mainly piano)
 
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B3rry

B3rry

Member
Dec 4, 2018
23
I've had a home , and that was wherever my ex was.
But since we seperated there's no home.
I call my apartment home, but it doesn't feel like it.
 
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Fyrinne

Four of a Kind
Aug 11, 2018
67
The last time I was 'home' was in August... I went to Texas to meet my now ex... I have never in my life felt more at home than in that tiny studio apartment... I was never more happy, and I fucked it up.

Now... I have no home... And I don't know how to find that feeling again, I didn't think I'd find it in the first place. I'd give anything to have it back.
 
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