Hey All

[whymewhy]

Hey I have just joined guys... I have been recently struggling with some issues and I want to end them forever. I used to be Christian ( I don't know if I still believe?) but i afraid of going to hell and I am concerned about my family. Can you give me some ideas?

 

[Neverod]

Hello! nice to see you joining us, welcome.
You want ideas to ctb? Here's the list of resources, you can find pretty useful information in there.

The best i can tell you is, take some time to think about it, it would be the biggest decision in your life, you can take all the time you want, and whatever decision you make, remember why you chose it, always, as a motivation. You are the only one who knows what's best for you.

 

[Ark]

Why do you want to CTB? Is this a new feeling? Welcome, and remember many here are willing to talk and help no matter what you are hoping to find or get from here.

 

[whymewhy]

It's not a new feeling. I have been thinking about it but not much. I have got courage from a man who suicided in 2014 and released a video of himself. But as i said before I am afraid of my parents and religion things. I am 19 years old and feeling so lonely..... I don't know what to do I have been to psycologyic help in college and they said you should see a psychiatrist. I am planing to go next week. But I dont know really I can't express my feelings correctly living in this kind of a situtation is hard you know. Feeling so lonely and have to sit in your dorm always because of a few friendship. I am always buying some stuff like clothes, electronic gadgets to make myself happy but I think it doesn't work anymore all i do is studying a bit smoking cigs/marijuana sometimes, listening to music thats all it's my life. I cant be optimistic anymore......

 

[beyondbreath]

It's not a new feeling. I have been thinking about it but not much. I have got courage from a man who suicided in 2014 and released a video of himself. But as i said before I am afraid of my parents and religion things. I am 19 years old and feeling so lonely..... I don't know what to do I have been to psycologyic help in college and they said you should see a psychiatrist. I am planing to go next week. But I dont know really I can't express my feelings correctly living in this kind of a situtation is hard you know. Feeling so lonely and have to sit in your dorm always because of a few friendship. I am always buying some stuff like clothes, electronic gadgets to make myself happy but I think it doesn't work anymore all i do is studying a bit smoking cigs/marijuana sometimes, listening to music thats all it's my life. I cant be optimistic anymore......

hey so I am exchristian and I understand that aspect, if you want a place to discuss specifically exchristian issues you could check out the exchristian forum on reddit?