A few months ago I was in a better position to die, had more helpful contacts to buy meds and things like that. Then through a roller coaster of agony and chaos, I lost my data. Got hacked so a lot of the information I had is gone and I can't remember what I had, where to buy things. Please help me. Guide me. Please tell me it's alright, that I can die in peace and dignity. I've got some things together, maybe enough for an SN attempt but don't want to fail it. Don't want to get it wrong. Maybe I can hang myself, not sure I can. I just need help to get over the line, someone who feels me enough, someone who gets it before I figure it out. I'm scared I've lost my means to die, I'm scared the predators have got me for good now.
