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Pointlesslife

I'm feel dead and lifeless already so why live
Nov 7, 2018
104
I want to put together a method to have on hand to use at any time, but the problem is I think I'm half retarded and don't have the mental capacity to do this. My feeling of retardation is one of the reasons for me wanting to ctb. I don't want to live in a mentally handicapped state my life. Please help me with this.
 
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Stillnotsure

Stillnotsure

Experienced
Dec 18, 2018
245
My best advice is that you research the methods and threads listed. Pick what speaks to you.
 
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Jodes

Jodes

Enlightened
Nov 23, 2018
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I want to put together a method to have on hand to use at any time, but the problem is I think I'm half retarded and don't have the mental capacity to do this. My feeling of retardation is one of the reasons for me wanting to ctb. I don't want to live in a mentally handicapped state my life. Please help me with this.
I can't give you advice about methods. How urgent is this for you? I hope at you'll feel more free to give life another go, and I say that because some people do, once they've found a way out. I feel your dispair. And FWIW, I'm glad you told us your "why" - I can say that it's not fair to put yourself down like that. I hope you feel equal here
 
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Pointlesslife

I'm feel dead and lifeless already so why live
Nov 7, 2018
104
I can't give you advice about methods. How urgent is this for you? I hope at you'll feel more free to give life another go, and I say that because some people do, once they've found a way out. I feel your dispair. And FWIW, I'm glad you told us your "why" - I can say that it's not fair to put yourself down like that. I hope you feel equal here

I do want to give life a chance after having a method.
 
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