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Littlebeeme

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Jul 5, 2023
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I have been wanting to "commit" for the past 15 years… well ever since I've become conscious. I remember holding my hands to my neck when I was 5, and trying to drown myself in the bathtub as well. I know the way I want to go is the most peaceful, through drugs, Like fentanyl. However I have no one to contact to get me anything like that. No friends, no nothing. I don't want to do anything that would cause a mess for someone to clean up, or traumatize someone… not sure where to go.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I understand, I've always wished to not exist as well, to me it really would be such a relief if peaceful methods like that became accessible, to peacefully cease existing is all I see as desirable. But anyway I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for.
 
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thinvy

Woefully Yours, Luka
Aug 7, 2023
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Several options in here that link to threads for specific methods.
instructions on how to get anything you can't get in person or as easy as amazon or w/e
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
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As peaceful as fentanyl is, Like you most people's problem with it is not having access to a pure source. All the best to you in finding your peace.
 

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