There are of course videos of people dying. I've seen a few. I strongly recommand not watching any.
videos i have seen range from self recorded taking poison, hanging to secutity camera freed or bystander recording of gunshots, train collision, or jump from height.
I looked at them to try and gauge if I really want to die or if the thought scares me if it becomes too real.
Most of them seemed very shocked with themselves, struggled to try and undo what they just did but that wasn't possible anymore. When there were bystanders they were often so shocked you saw their world permanently collapse on their face.
I still don't want to continue living, but I favor the peaceful methods free of struggle and obvious harm if possible.
But with so many people here posting about methods that would end in horror I wonder, do you all not think about what happens? Are you conciously staying detached from the reality you will face later (that shock and struggle)?
Another thing I noticed, they were all severely depressed, crying or numb. None of them seemed to be rationally and emotionally ready for it. They were just in a deep mental tunnel. I don't think it needs to be that way.
videos i have seen range from self recorded taking poison, hanging to secutity camera freed or bystander recording of gunshots, train collision, or jump from height.
I looked at them to try and gauge if I really want to die or if the thought scares me if it becomes too real.
Most of them seemed very shocked with themselves, struggled to try and undo what they just did but that wasn't possible anymore. When there were bystanders they were often so shocked you saw their world permanently collapse on their face.
I still don't want to continue living, but I favor the peaceful methods free of struggle and obvious harm if possible.
But with so many people here posting about methods that would end in horror I wonder, do you all not think about what happens? Are you conciously staying detached from the reality you will face later (that shock and struggle)?
Another thing I noticed, they were all severely depressed, crying or numb. None of them seemed to be rationally and emotionally ready for it. They were just in a deep mental tunnel. I don't think it needs to be that way.
