Have to suffer even in the end

[cakedog]

It's fucking unbelievable how even when i'm about to end my life there's some many bad things still going
can't even go with my method of choice i have to search for a good location walk probably miles with a lot of materials on my hand and deal with the huge headache that's setting the hanging process and it will be in a forest i don't even like and with the hope that once i black out i don't wake up in a hospital in a worse condition than i already am
it sucks but it paints an accurate portrait of my life and how hopeless even in the end i am.

 

[zdeweilx]

I feel you

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, I just see so much cruelty in how there isn't the option to just cease existing in peace with no more pain and no more suffering, all I want is to be gone and never suffer again, I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.