So I have set my date as this Sunday the 17th November to do my partial hanging.
I have just placed my order for the rope that I need as I don't really have anything suitable at home that could be used. I have gone for Strong Braided Polypropylene Plaited Poly Rope Cord Yacht 18mm in thickness. This should be arriving with me in the next few days. I am going to have to use my stairs to do this on as the door handle I just don't think will be strong enough. Thankfully I shall have the house to myself for the whole day so I am going to do this in the morning as no one will be home until about 7 / 8pm in the evening. I have decided that I shall also have a few glasses of wine too. After having weeks with this on my mind it is actually a nice relief to think that I am going to finally be able to put an end to my suffering.
On the day I just need to focus on what needs to be done and do it.
As people will have known from when I posted a few weeks ago that the work problems I was having and have not improved and would rather not face any more stress etc it is just too much. It is nice to have the date of your own choosing and I am going to enjoy the next few days and then I can have some peace finally.
I have just placed my order for the rope that I need as I don't really have anything suitable at home that could be used. I have gone for Strong Braided Polypropylene Plaited Poly Rope Cord Yacht 18mm in thickness. This should be arriving with me in the next few days. I am going to have to use my stairs to do this on as the door handle I just don't think will be strong enough. Thankfully I shall have the house to myself for the whole day so I am going to do this in the morning as no one will be home until about 7 / 8pm in the evening. I have decided that I shall also have a few glasses of wine too. After having weeks with this on my mind it is actually a nice relief to think that I am going to finally be able to put an end to my suffering.
On the day I just need to focus on what needs to be done and do it.
As people will have known from when I posted a few weeks ago that the work problems I was having and have not improved and would rather not face any more stress etc it is just too much. It is nice to have the date of your own choosing and I am going to enjoy the next few days and then I can have some peace finally.
