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LittleJem

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Jul 3, 2019
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Just woke up way too early (6.16 am) and the anxiety and agitation has begun straight away so bad I won't get back to sleep. Also, my nose is constantly running as I have to use a line or two of coke just to get out of bed in mornings. My nose hates it. It is still running today.

No way out. No hope. Kill me now please
 
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Darkover

Darkover

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Jul 29, 2021
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I hate waking up knowing I have to go through it all over once again.

Going through debilitating anxiety once more.

All that I have to do to tend to the basic human needs once more.

Living and being dragged by the same misery over and over. Once more.
 
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davidtorez

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Mar 8, 2024
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I hate waking up knowing I have to go through it all over once again.

Going through debilitating anxiety once more.

All that I have to do to tend to the basic human needs once more.

Living and being dragged by the same misery over and over. Once more.
Exactly the same here ! I'm giving myself until next year , my insomnia is killing me, I get out of bed only to suffer joint pain . I've been rendered impotent because of it all, no more sex drive, no more anything to look forward to. My friend pet dogs have more of a life than me!
 
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depthss

depthss

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Dec 12, 2023
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i hate that i usually dont sleep for long most nights, i hate even getting out of bed
 
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