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deadanddecomposing

deadanddecomposing

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Dec 2, 2025
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I don't know if it would help. Currently, my feelings are passive, but I overall do want to die. I have a few methods in mind. The issue is I rarely reach the emotional point where I'm driven to act on it, but I want to do it. I'm on antidepressants and they work just as intended. Overall, my depression is very manageable through it, but even with a level head, I don't really want to live. I'm thinking if I go off my meds, I'll be much more inclined to commit to it. Anyone have any experience or insight with this?
 
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Yeah meds make you numb. If you do decide to kill yourself it's probably easier off of them.
 
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