Not a specific anti religion, and not fully geared towards any religion particularly (since I never was religious) but I've had to deal with frequent religious intrusive thoughts, and I can't help but feel like if there was a god or were gods, they are/would be sadists. It feels like I'm being forced to endure everything I have just to be able to be tolerable to others, and if I could ctb right now without feeling bad for the people in my life, I would 100% do it asap. If there is a higher power, in my opinion they'd have all of the power to stop this contradiction from happening and stop suffering. The amount of other people suffering and the fact that the way to make it big in life is to continually oppress others just proves to me that a higher being would do the exact same. It disgusts me