Happy New Years

[maplebar]

I can't say I am very excited or happy, this whole year I was closing my eyes wishing something would just come and close up my life for me, just my luck though.
Tomorrow, or in about 6 more hours will mark my fourth year of dealing with depression and overall suicidal thoughts.
Heres to another sad year! I hope we all will find ourselves peace one day, whether that be here or else where.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find peace as well, all I want is true permanent peace from the dreadful, torturous and cruel mistake of existence, all I want is to be permanently unconscious with this existence all gone and forgotten, for me non-existence is just all that's positive and every second in this existence is torture to be conscious, all I want is to never suffer ever again, existence will always just be an abomination to me, I always suffer so much from existing in this horrific reality where I'm so cruelly denied the option to find true peace from all the suffering.