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genesisofpasaqalia

genesisofpasaqalia

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Mar 27, 2023
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i was done with studying some hours ago and i took a xan and a half and mixed it w hydros (i know the dangers involving mixing depressants but yk not like i been too concerned for my life)

i dont know if i was tripping but after the effects of both settled in fully i felt my breathing slowing a lot and i felt like i was going to pass out, but it felt different than just passing out, my vision was going blank in a different way, and i had to fight to keep myself breathing, idk how much time it actually was since i hadnt looked at the clock but it felt long as fuck, if i had to guess it was probably 2-5 minutes tho, that shit freaked the fuck out of me, even tho i could still enjoy the rest i was still thinking about it a lot, idk if it actually could have be my last moment here, that was so scary
 
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purplesky9

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Sep 21, 2024
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i was done with studying some hours ago and i took a xan and a half and mixed it w hydros (i know the dangers involving mixing depressants but yk not like i been too concerned for my life)

i dont know if i was tripping but after the effects of both settled in fully i felt my breathing slowing a lot and i felt like i was going to pass out, but it felt different than just passing out, my vision was going blank in a different way, and i had to fight to keep myself breathing, idk how much time it actually was since i hadnt looked at the clock but it felt long as fuck, if i had to guess it was probably 2-5 minutes tho, that shit freaked the fuck out of me, even tho i could still enjoy the rest i was still thinking about it a lot, idk if it actually could have be my last moment here, that was so scary
What are hydros?
 
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Terrible_Life_99

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Jul 3, 2025
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i was done with studying some hours ago and i took a xan and a half and mixed it w hydros (i know the dangers involving mixing depressants but yk not like i been too concerned for my life)

i dont know if i was tripping but after the effects of both settled in fully i felt my breathing slowing a lot and i felt like i was going to pass out, but it felt different than just passing out, my vision was going blank in a different way, and i had to fight to keep myself breathing, idk how much time it actually was since i hadnt looked at the clock but it felt long as fuck, if i had to guess it was probably 2-5 minutes tho, that shit freaked the fuck out of me, even tho i could still enjoy the rest i was still thinking about it a lot, idk if it actually could have be my last moment here, that was so scary
I have a question. At the moment when you thought now I'll lose consciousness was there some kind of electrifying shock through your body because I once tested my hanging set up and I very near to loose consciousness and till today I don't know exactly what this feeling was, maybe a emergency signal that I have to handle or my body will switch off otherwise.
 
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genesisofpasaqalia

genesisofpasaqalia

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Mar 27, 2023
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I have a question. At the moment when you thought now I'll lose consciousness was there some kind of electrifying shock through your body because I once tested my hanging set up and I very near to loose consciousness and till today I don't know exactly what this feeling was, maybe a emergency signal that I have to handle or my body will switch off otherwise.
shit i honestly cant remember at all like the specificity of it cuz of the xans as well, but i just believe it felt different, scary different
 
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