Had enough

[TJuk]

So I've had enough of life it's not going to get better. I told my mental health team that I'm feeling suicidal and there response was well you have capacity to make your choice however alot of people would miss you and it'd be a waste because youve been helping so many people. It will stop your pain but pass it on to others. He then went on to state that due to coronavirus only a few people can go to the funeral which would effect peoples grieving process.

I get that it will hurt people left behind as iv lost people to suicide however why should I continue suffering and having a crap life (that I have tried improving in different ways) just for others.

Having to reconsider my method because it involves going to a bridge and police are stopping random cars at various times of day and I don't want them stopping me

 

[Puppy]

I just wanna say I'm sorry for what your mental health team said cause that seems so insensitive to say that and they should've focused it on you. Cause hearing the whole "it passes pain to others" thing isn't very helpful since we're already aware. Unless their approach was somewhat helpful to you. Idk I am a very sensitive person so maybe it's just me sorry. I am sorry you're going through this