Venting had another high today, it was awesome

[bigballsniqqa]

today i had a few minutes where everything was fine, i felt very confident, music was hitting again, i could imagine myself as the best possible version of me, was planning to buy new clothes cos i felt so good. Then 15 minutes later, everything came crashing down. I honestly love when i have a high like that, but nowadays they dont last as long as they used to. If i had a high even 60 percent of the time i would be unstoppable.

 

[SVEN]

Yay ... enjoy it when it comes, carpe diem.

 

[bigballsniqqa]

Yay ... enjoy it when it comes, carpe diem.

its so exhausting afterwards too, damn

 

[flkywch]

im living for these short highs right now, they are amazing then u realise after it's prob js normality

 

[bankai]

Happiness is always fleeting. That's the problem. It's what makes life so futile.

 

[weallhaveourghosts]

Happened to me the other day too. It was sunny and I could actually feel the sun and hear the sounds of nature and enjoyed it for a bit but the crash afterwards does suck.

 

[stoiccactus]

That's life for ya, a sea of misery with an occasional good moment here and there. savor em when ya can, I guess

 

[bigballsniqqa]

im living for these short highs right now, they are amazing then u realise after it's prob js normality

bro like i feel like if i could just get meds everything would be alright