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iloveeetreeeess1

iloveeetreeeess1

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Sep 18, 2023
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sometimes I think if I had any form of connection in my life, I would be saved. Maybe if I had a group of friends, maybe if I had a boyfriend. growing as a gay male sucks fr, you never get to have a normal high school experience, matter of fact its far from normal, far from happy.
 
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ForestGhost

ForestGhost

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Relatable, it sucks. I feel so emotionally stunted compared to straight people who got to experience normal teenage romance and shit without the psychic damage of being gay.

#GayTreeGang
 
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iloveeetreeeess1

iloveeetreeeess1

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Relatable, it sucks. I feel so emotionally stunted compared to straight people who got to experience normal teenage romance and shit without the psychic damage of being gay.

#GayTreeGang

glad you get it
 
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whywere

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My heart breaks for anyone who has to endure any form of, not only discrimination. but lives an unfulfilled life.

Reading your thread made me so sad, as you are such a kind soul, and we are ALL the same. All have hopes, loves, desires, knowledge, everything and we should work hand in hand, shoulder to shoulder always.

I am bi and the era that I grew up in was pure hell and no one ever should feel anything but love and kindness.

Lots of hugs and the knowledge that you are a great friend.

Walter
 
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ForestGhost

ForestGhost

The ocean washed over your grave
Aug 25, 2024
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My heart breaks for anyone who has to endure any form of, not only discrimination. but lives an unfulfilled life.

Reading your thread made me so sad, as you are such a kind soul, and we are ALL the same. All have hopes, loves, desires, knowledge, everything and we should work hand in hand, shoulder to shoulder always.

I am bi and the era that I grew up in was pure hell and no one ever should feel anything but love and kindness.

Lots of hugs and the knowledge that you are a great friend.

Walter
You are so sweet Walter. Your posts never fail to cheer me up.
 
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I'm also bitter about this. I've looking for a relationship since I was 13 but noone I was interested in was gay (or bi). So I spent my high school and most of my university years lonely and anxious because of the homophobic environment. I think it might be a cause of the severe chronic illness I developed at 23.
 
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iloveeetreeeess1

iloveeetreeeess1

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I'm also bitter about this. I've looking for a relationship since I was 13 but noone I was interested in was gay (or bi). So I spent my high school and most of my university years lonely and anxious because of the homophobic environment. I think it might be a cause of the severe chronic illness I developed at 23.
sending you lots of love king, I understand how lonely and hard it can be
 
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