• ⚠️ UK Access Block Notice: Beginning July 1, 2025, this site will no longer be accessible from the United Kingdom. This is a voluntary decision made by the site's administrators. We were not forced or ordered to implement this block. If you're located in the UK, we recommend using a VPN to maintain access.

OopsIdidntwanttodie

OopsIdidntwanttodie

Ctb by the 20th of December
Oct 11, 2020
137
My SN from the jungle site just arrived, luckily without anyone noticing. Now that its here in my hands it really does feel surreal. I feel like in a way, i'm holding a gun.

Anyway, I can't believe time went by so fast. I used to think that time was incredibly slow. Before I knew it, three months really flew by. In less than three weeks my bus will soon arrive.
mannn this is really it huh.
 
  • Love
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: BeautifulMosaics, justanotherstar, KleinerWolf and 3 others
justanotherstar

justanotherstar

Life: you can’t fire me, I quit.
Nov 23, 2020
345
Congratulations on getting the elusive SN. It does sound so surreal, it must feel good to be in control of when you CTB. I hope you're able to get the support you need in the run up to your peaceful journey
 
  • Like
Reactions: OopsIdidntwanttodie

Similar threads

annxietty
Replies
1
Views
183
Suicide Discussion
annxietty
annxietty
missedmybus
Venting My life
Replies
4
Views
382
Offtopic
missedmybus
missedmybus
R
Venting Round 2
Replies
10
Views
455
Suicide Discussion
RandomIsaacGuy
R
su1c1dal-dungeon
Replies
1
Views
162
Suicide Discussion
Cauliflour
Cauliflour
P
Replies
8
Views
332
Recovery
TheShadowQueen
TheShadowQueen