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Paull

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Apr 8, 2020
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The feeling of getting sn is a true comfort to me......but I'm really freaked if its not going to be peaceful.... I really want it to be peaceful...any tips to make it peaceful excluding the stuff included in guides and all.
How many hours do I need without getting caught to die? And in honma y minutes the unconscious is going to come?
 
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jgm63

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Oct 28, 2019
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I guess it depends how far you want to take things.
I suppose you can get a lot of things from the dark net, but then you have to put all the time and effort into figuring that out, ordering stuff, and waiting for it to arrive, etc, etc....
And if you do that then you could start asking whether you should just order "N".
Or can you get some things prescribed from your doctor ?
Why not give some initial thought yourself to this, after reading Stan's guide, and then ask a slightly more targeted question ?

Also keep in mind that the search function on this site will allow you to access *loads* of info......

If you figure out the answers to your own question, then please post them to this thread for others to benefit from (thus paying it forward).

However, perhaps someone else will post something a bit more helpful than my response.... :sunglasses:
 
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Paull

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Apr 8, 2020
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I guess it depends how far you want to take things.
I suppose you can get a lot of things from the dark net, but then you have to put all the time and effort into figuring that out, ordering stuff, and waiting for it to arrive, etc, etc....
And if you do that then you could start asking whether you should just order "N".
Or can you get some things prescribed from your doctor ?
Why not give some initial thought yourself to this, after reading Stan's guide, and then ask a slightly more targeted question ?

Also keep in mind that the search function on this site will allow you to access *loads* of info......

If you figure out the answers to your own question, then please post them to this thread for others to benefit from (thus paying it forward).

However, perhaps someone else will post something a bit more helpful than my response.... :sunglasses:
Ok thanks...actually don't know how the site works...so just a bit confused
 
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GoodPersonEffed

Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
Jan 11, 2020
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Read Stan's guide for the lengths of time you're asking about.

I also suggest using the site search for SN successes and failures, there are three threads with accounts of what other members experienced when they took SN. This will help you know what the symptoms are like and how peaceful they may or may not be for you personally.
 
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schopenh

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Oct 21, 2019
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I haven't read the replies. But I recommend any opioids you can get your hands on at a high but not toxic dose to make it more pleasant. Even 400 mg of tramadol would make you feel pure bliss if you have no opioid tolerance
 
whereispeace

whereispeace

Member
Mar 18, 2020
95
Yeah, it is kind of comforting. But I'm frustrated by my fear/hesitation to actually go through with it. I've already given up on life, so there's no logical reason to stick around. Yet here I am.
 
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asifkhanny12345

Student
Jan 2, 2020
138
I guess it depends how far you want to take things.
I suppose you can get a lot of things from the dark net, but then you have to put all the time and effort into figuring that out, ordering stuff, and waiting for it to arrive, etc, etc....
And if you do that then you could start asking whether you should just order "N".
Or can you get some things prescribed from your doctor ?
Why not give some initial thought yourself to this, after reading Stan's guide, and then ask a slightly more targeted question ?

Also keep in mind that the search function on this site will allow you to access *loads* of info......

If you figure out the answers to your own question, then please post them to this thread for others to benefit from (thus paying it forward).

However, perhaps someone else will post something a bit more helpful than my response.... :sunglasses:

A lot of things from darknet like what
 
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Busdriver

Mage
Feb 11, 2020
513
A lot of things from darknet like what
Things which you cannot get easily on clearnet like benzos.
I still think SN with benzos can mimic N's peacefulness.

But I have no idea of dosage. Maybe 50mg of a benzo?

And also Tramadol (opiate) might be helpful (not sure), but you can that from clearnet too.
 
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