got april fools pranked by the girl I liked

[NaturalBornNEET]

She messaged me after a period of no contact saying she wants to hook up, on April 1st... I brought up the date and she insisted it was just a coincidence. I say we should have dinner someplace beforehand and arrange the whole thing, even said I'd pay for it all including the hotel like a desperate retard. We have dinner and then that was it. She just wanted to leave under the pretext of feeling ill which I just find hard to believe, I pay for everything and don't even get a thank you, she just leaves like that and ghosts me after. All that money wasted and it feels like my punishment for thinking a neuro-atypical male could possibly be worthy of intimacy.

I didn't know my anger issues could get any worse, I am just so bitter, I feel so much hatred and fear for everything that moves and breathes and it is fucking exhausting. I will never experience the privilege of not being terrified of your fellow human beings, or of having a non damaged functioning brain. I just loathe how tenacious and consistent the universe is, how ungenerous and unwavering it is in its laws. It allows no room for lucky anomalies, glitches or miracles, you're just born with a certain amount of fortune and continue to get that same amount of fortune your entire life.

 

[Lo$t95]

Stories like this make me feel less shit about being asexual. People out there getting played with like this is depressing. Sorry that happened to you man. Learn from it I guess.

 

[Holu]

What's her location let's jump her. She needs to learn the consequences of her own actions. Fuck her, she's an actual waste of oxygen.

(For obvious reasons don't give me a location and don't actually jump her)

Also you very much are worth intimacy, and I'm sorry humans are so fucking cruel. You clearly have a kind heart and a good soul. Don't let evil people take that away from you.

 

[NaturalBornNEET]

Stories like this make me feel less shit about being asexual. People out there getting played with like this is depressing. Sorry that happened to you man. Learn from it I guess.

Really I just wish I was aromantic, escorts are legal where I live so I could get one anytime I want. But sex isn't what I want, it's the validation that comes from it. Also thanks, if I've learnt any lesson it is that if a girl offers to pay you take her up on it.

What's her location let's jump her. She needs to learn the consequences of her own actions. Fuck her, she's an actual waste of oxygen.

(For obvious reasons don't give me a location and don't actually jump her)

Also you very much are worth intimacy, and I'm sorry humans are so fucking cruel. You clearly have a kind heart and a good soul. Don't let evil people take that away from you.

I appreciate it. She's just a coward, whatever her excuse is there is no good reason she couldn't have just been upfront and broke things off with me instead of ghosting me

 

[tung tung sahur]

That's cruel but you should not judge Every Human Being just because one treated you badly it doesn't mean everybody will

 

[Worndown]

Time to review your contact list and cut someone loose.
You took the hit now. She proved her worthiness and can live with any long term repercussions. She will do mean things to others and become a pahria.

 

[itsoverforme303]

I have been burned so many times in life that nowadays if a woman actually talks to me I assume it's because she needs something from me. So far this has been true most of the times. Two of my very close friends are married women and they care about me because I guess they kind of sympathize with my fifth wheel situation in the group. I don't think I will ever manage to attract another woman again, last time was 10 years ago and since then both my mental and physical health has declined and I think it shows on me.