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lacrimosa

Experienced
Jul 1, 2024
231
So, I took a poison today and am going to die soon.

Told my mom.

On the way to the hospital.

Will not tell them what I took.

Will refuse treatment.

Will sign DNR
 
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IWishIWasAFlower

IWishIWasAFlower

What doesn't kill you
Jul 11, 2024
31
Hope you dont have to suffer. Peace :heart:
 
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Randy Savage

Randy Savage

“Macho Man”
Jul 23, 2024
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Good luck and best wishes.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Farewell and I wish you the best, I hope you find the freedom you search for.
 
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cali22♡

cali22♡

Banned
Nov 11, 2023
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Hope you finally found the peace that you need
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I hope you don't have to suffer. Good luck. I hope you find peace.
 
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lacrimosa

Experienced
Jul 1, 2024
231
Still at the hospital.

They are going to section me but it doesn't matter because I will not tell them what I took.
 
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MyTimeIsUp

Perhaps I'll be important when I'm long gone?
Feb 27, 2024
529
Pretty sure they can forcibly take your blood, and possibly test to see what toxins are there? I could be wrong, but good luck with that

Why would you tell your mum if you really want to die? I don't understand that. It doesn't sound like you do, because you know she'd call for help instantly - if she didn't she'd be a pretty awful mother.

Whatever happens, I hope you're ok
 
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iamgoddamnlost

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Jul 25, 2024
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Pretty sure they can forcibly take your blood, and possibly test to see what toxins are there? I could be wrong, but good luck with that

Why would you tell your mum if you really want to die? I don't understand that. It doesn't sound like you do, because you know she'd call for help instantly - if she didn't she'd be a pretty awful mother.

Whatever happens, I hope you're ok
I agree. Perhaps you don't want to die perhaps you want to heal instead perhaps you were just trying to escape but still was in the hope that it all gets fine magically.
 
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lacrimosa

Experienced
Jul 1, 2024
231
I told her because I didn't want to die in her house. She wouldn't understand if I suddenly left the house as I am agoraphobic.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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I hope you aren't in pain. I hope they treat you kindly.
 
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lacrimosa

Experienced
Jul 1, 2024
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Yeah, they are treating me kindly... So far so good.
 
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Steff1337

Steff1337

Autistic and schizophrenic, please be respectful
Jun 21, 2024
633
Hope your journey goes well, and you find the peace that you're looking for.
 
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bunny_brownie9

bunny_brownie9

so terribly lost
Jan 1, 2024
206
do you mind me asking if it was sn you took
 
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Daryl72

Student
Mar 12, 2024
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I'm dealing with Agoraphobia as well. I understand that.
 
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CantDoIt

Elementalist
Jul 18, 2024
874
Hope you are getting the peace you deserve.
 
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whywere

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Jun 26, 2020
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Safe travels and always around if anything changes.

Walter
 
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Light_

Elementalist
Apr 9, 2024
823
I'm sorry but this is not a good plan, telling someone and then going to a hospital where they can run a toxicology screen? this won't work. you can't just sign a DNR either at the hospital especially if you are being sectioned. this won't work if suicide was your goal.
 
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sugarb

sugarb

thief of silent dreams
Jun 14, 2024
794
do you mind me asking if it was sn you took
OP- probably best not to disclose what you took anywhere someone could find it on your phone
So, I took a poison today and am going to die soon.

Told my mom.

On the way to the hospital.

Will not tell them what I took.

Will refuse treatment.

Will sign DNR
Seems extremely risky, but I hope it works out.
 
SleepingBliss

SleepingBliss

I wanna Miku-mit suicide ❤️
Jul 3, 2024
51
I don't think the attempt was likely successful due to them being taken to the hospital, even with no idea what they took it is likely they will be put on oxygen and possibly even hooked up to a cellsaver, diagnostics are quite impressive and if there are any organ failures or raised things in the blood they will be able to back track and find the antidote
 
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CantDoIt

Elementalist
Jul 18, 2024
874
I think it's possible the attempt here may have actually worked.
 
etherealspring

etherealspring

can someone just kill me already
Mar 27, 2024
281
best of wishes, i hope you have a safe journey and find peace in the end
 
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RadiantNumber

RadiantNumber

Specialist
Mar 2, 2024
321
I hope you'll be happy there where you are now
 
needthebus

needthebus

Voted SaSu™ Member Most Likely to Succeed
Apr 29, 2024
772
I think it's possible the attempt here may have actually worked.
it's hard to know because if it failed they are going to be hospitalized a long, long time

it would be nice if they lived, got hospitalized and found the right medication, and became happy

i still want everyone on this site to end up inexplicably living and happy, for everyone to have an unexpected surprise happy ending

but for people who are sad and don't want to be here, it's such a lonely process. some of us have tried to get better and are tired, i am also happy when people aren't in pain anymore. it's so nice to have a place where people don't threaten to lock me up or ask me risk questions before being willing to talk with me and just accept me for what i am

it was selfish for that person to connect to this site while in the hospital and use this site, it puts the site at risk. people hate the idea that people could prefer death over living some horrible life and direct their anger at the site and the people on it instead of realizing that the rules of society suck and nature is cruel at times and people should be able to leave if they are unhappy
 
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