Discussion Goodbye thread ✨️/I'll be gone soon

[Blueberry Panic]

I've been planning this ever since my fuck up with the PC SN last time . KN and some asphyxiation should be enough to get me on the bus. I can't give a date incase someone tries to stop me , and if they do ill never talk to them again...
I have a strong feeling this might be the one as long as I don't puke early on , which I doubt I'll do with some dramamine a hour before.

I miss a lot of great people on here ... @Lily6759, @RoseGirl , @evanesent_eva, @MercenariesofMidgar, and a few others whose accounts are no longer active.

But to the people who are still alive and have been keeping me going this far... thank you. This includes @Dante_ ,@katara ,and @Namelesa ... the three of you made it easier to try but sadly it's not enough for people like us ... and I'm sorry.

I've suffered long enough... lost more then most humans can bare.
I'll still be on here for a few more days or so but once I take everything I'll make a comment saying im leaving... thank you everyone .

 

[darksouls]

I am very sorry for your suffering, I hope you find the peace you deserve

 

[Ch4in3dcr0w]

Wishing you peace

 

[Macedonian1987]

I recently became a member on SaSu, but I have been reading many of your posts Blueberry Panic in the past few months. I will miss your posts once you are gone, but I won't try to stop you, or talk you out of it as that would do nothing but prolong your torment.

May you finally find the peace that awaits you at the end of this road. I hope you are utterly released from all the physical and psychological torment you have so bravely carried.

 

[Namelesa]

Thank you for thanking me, tho i don't think i deserve it that much.

Whatever you choose or happens, i hope you can escape the pain of this world, one way or another.

 

[Irisse]

I'm sorry it has come to this but glad that your suffering will end. I hope you find peace.

 

[MissAbyss]

️ Wishing you eternal peace ️

 

[peewee]

I'm sorry your leaving, sending lots of love xx

 

[Dark Mood]

I hope you will find eternal peace

 

[corpse]

I hope you find peace.

 

[vig919]

I've only been here for a short while. But I appreciate the help that you've given me and I feel your pain. I do hope you find the peace that we are all looking for.

 

[woodlandcreature]

First, thank you for helping me out a bit. I'm sorry for all of the suffering you've gone through. You don't deserve it. I truly hope you find the peace and rest you're looking for. I'll miss seeing you around, but I respect your decision and am sure I'm not too far behind you. Whatever happens, I'll be thinking of you. Thanks again <3

 

[katara]

I don't even know what to say to this. I feel like I should leave this forum too because nobody wants me here. I remember we met in the general chat and it's been nice talking with you. You can always message me on discord if you need to reach me

 

[itsgone2]

Wishing you peace with whatever you decide.

 

[Blueberry Panic]

Tonight

 

[Irisse]

I hope that your suffering ends and that you find peace.

 

[idiotmother]

I just commented on the other thread, but I need to wish you good luck on here too. You've been through so much, you deserve to be at peace, whatever you decide.

 

[Blueberry Panic]

About to take KN ... meditating before I do it

 

[dasmurphy]

I wish you the best of luck and a quick and easy transfer

 

[Greasyhair]

Rest in peace. Your recent story was very touching, and I plan on using it as reference on how to format mine when the time comes.

 

[Blueberry Panic]

I'm still alive , for some reason my body is going through everything but it's all light and I don't feel like I'm going to go unconscious at all.

I'm going to take a long nap and actually eat something...

 

[FadingSnowFake]

Did you take the KN? Are you still awake?

 

[Blueberry Panic]

Did you take the KN? Are you still awake?

I took it but I'm still alive . My body is weak and u feel like absolute shit but I'm alive
I don't think the source I used is good...

 

[FadingSnowFake]

I took it but I'm still alive . My body is weak and u feel like absolute shit but I'm alive

Will you be okay sleeping it off? Maybe you need medical attention?

 

[Blueberry Panic]

Will you be okay sleeping it off? Maybe you need medical attention?

Taking a bath to warm up my body and to get blood circulation. I'll take a nap or something soon. I honestly feel fine , just fatigued

 

[FadingSnowFake]

I'm so sorry for what you're going through, sending love and hope you recover well.