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roselike

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Aug 3, 2023
39
I've booked a hotel. My parents will contact me at 7 PM. I only have 6-7 hours after taking the SN medication, and I'm not sure if that's enough time. I'm also worried someone might hear me and call the police. My hotel room is 105 square meters, so it should be okay.Paracetamol, antiemetic, lorazepam, SN
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Visionary
May 10, 2025
2,545
good luck,
I wish you the best, I hope you find relief from suffering 🫂:heart:
 
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somethingisntreal

somethingisntreal

Self sabotaging day #178406
Aug 30, 2025
127
Wishing you a peaceful departure 🤗❤️❤️
 
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nobodycaresaboutme

nobodycaresaboutme

maybe my English kinda sucks
Jun 30, 2025
691
I'm really sorry you have to take this decision. I hope you find what you're looking for in the end. Goodbye :heart:
 
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ObsidianWatcher

ObsidianWatcher

Member
Dec 12, 2025
47
Best of luck. May you find your peace.
 
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Alive42long

Alive42long

Wandering~
Sep 27, 2025
23
I hope you can rest peacefully.
 
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omni

omni

A single angel can make a world of demons bearable
Dec 13, 2025
19
I hope you have a safe and peaceful departure! Wishing you the best of luck! Goodbye ❤️
 
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socksnsandles

Experienced
Oct 7, 2025
243
rest in peace.
 
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Siamese Believe

Siamese Believe

Student
Dec 8, 2025
136
I cannot wait to join you.
 
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roselike

Member
Aug 3, 2023
39
I took 1000 mg of paracetamol five minutes ago.
A doctor damaged my spine, and I was born into a poor family. If I were healthy, I would definitely live a good life, but I have this painful illness.
 
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Corovaner

Corovaner

Student
Apr 15, 2025
195
Peace to you. We are with you.
 
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Bimbosqualo

Member
Mar 19, 2025
95
I took 1000 mg of paracetamol five minutes ago.
A doctor damaged my spine, and I was born into a poor family. If I were healthy, I would definitely live a good life, but I have this painful illness.
Have you already taken paracetamol? It should be taken 1 hour before the SN. How are you feeling now? Whatever you decide, I wish you peace.
 
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FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,627
Wishing you all the best in love and peace 💛
 
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suicidesergal

suicidesergal

A verifiable critter.
Dec 17, 2025
36
Is not too late to call an ambulance if you have doubts.
 
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doomedforsure

i cant handle this shir
Oct 13, 2025
58
rest in peace.
 
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Cyrene

Cyrene

Memento Mori
Nov 22, 2025
28
Good luck I hope you find some peace ❤️❤️❤️
 
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awaitinglove

awaitinglove

what a terrible mess i've made of my life
Apr 30, 2023
75
wishing you lots of peace 🫂
 
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Terrible_Life

Terrible_Life

Wizard
Jul 3, 2025
630
I wish you peace, I wish I could also ctb right now and end all my suffering
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
611
If you are no longer with us I wish you to be finally rid of your pain and have a beautiful and loving and eternal afterlife.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,995
I hope you find freedom from suffering, I wish you the best.
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,058
I hope you'll find the peace you deserve. Nobody should suffer like this.
 
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dalemar

Arcanist
Nov 20, 2025
454
I hope you are resting in peace now! Sending you love!
 
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corpse

corpse

dead inside
Aug 31, 2025
235
I hope you find peace.
 
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Gangrel

Gangrel

bark bark ᯓ★
Jul 25, 2024
700
wishing you well friend
 
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Roadrunner

Roadrunner

Specialist
Mar 18, 2024
367
Wishing you the best. Hope your journey is gentle.
 
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dalemar

Arcanist
Nov 20, 2025
454
I think we can assume that (probably) OP succeeded with the SN.
 
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etchings

etchings

this is the first time, it’s not the first time
Jul 28, 2022
23
I hope that whatever decision you've made that you have found peace. ❤️
 
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A_Spartan_Dead

A_Spartan_Dead

Life's sick joke is us; death is the punchline.
Dec 17, 2025
114
Wishing you the best Great Journey,
To a place beyond pain, fear or death,
Finding the rest and peace you seek,
Your bravery remembered. ❤️🕯️
 
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Xiaojiu

Xiaojiu

cease to exist 不复存在
Mar 28, 2025
752
I took 1000 mg of paracetamol five minutes ago.
A doctor damaged my spine, and I was born into a poor family. If I were healthy, I would definitely live a good life, but I have this painful illness.
That is so horrible 😢 No one deserves to live a life of pain. I, too, live with chronic illnesses and chronic pain, and also don't have alot of money. So I understand how you feel in different ways.

Whatever you decide, I hope you have found peace and no longer suffering
 
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Realog11

Arcanist
Dec 4, 2025
404
That is so horrible 😢 No one deserves to live a life of pain. I, too, live with chronic illnesses and chronic pain, and also don't have alot of money. So I understand how you feel in different ways.

Whatever you decide, I hope you have found peace and no longer suffering
I think she's gone
 

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