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puzlewillburn

puzlewillburn

PuzzleMasterWillBurn
Feb 27, 2025
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I recently failed my SN attempt. Got caught and sent to a psych ward against my will. Finally am out and have convinced the warden of the asylum that i no longer have suicidal tendencies. Now this time imma do it right, my mistake last time was carelessly hiding the SN under my bed, which is stupid i know, and my parents found it. This time around i am keeping it with the dealer and will only take it until i am on my way to check into my hotel room and i wont bring it back home. This is probably my last day on this blue shithole planet as the hotel is booked for tomorrow. Really hope everything works out this time and i don't end up in a psych ward. I am really grateful I am in a country where SN is legal and very much available. There is literally nothing i will miss about this shity ass life and all its pain, lets just hope whatever is on the other side is not worse than this as i am currently living my worst nightmare.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I also just wish to be free from this painful, torturous existence, I hope you find the freedom you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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