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montimoo

montimoo

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May 29, 2023
25
Does anyone else feel like they're constantly going under the radar? Even here I feel like I'm going unnoticed and like even if I did commit my name wouldn't even be struck through :/ it's kind of nice sometimes but other times it just makes me realize how alone I am and how insignificant my life really is
 
CelticDeth

CelticDeth

Let me help you, let me try.
Jun 30, 2023
13
I feel like that constantly, I have essentially no friends and nobody reaches out to me so you aren't alone. If you'd like chat I'd be more than happy to though! :)
 
montimoo

montimoo

Member
May 29, 2023
25
I feel like that constantly, I have essentially no friends and nobody reaches out to me so you aren't alone. If you'd like chat I'd be more than happy to though! :)
It's strange, I feel so ignored yet talking to people seems to drain me even more sometimes. I keep drinking when I know I shouldn't and make up hella imaginative scenarios to bring some sort of spice to my life and then get bought back to the crushing reality of my loneliness and solitude. It's very sobering and makes me feel like I'm alone in a dark and empty, damp room with the cold seeping in. It's like torture
 
CelticDeth

CelticDeth

Let me help you, let me try.
Jun 30, 2023
13
It's strange, I feel so ignored yet talking to people seems to drain me even more sometimes. I keep drinking when I know I shouldn't and make up hella imaginative scenarios to bring some sort of spice to my life and then get bought back to the crushing reality of my loneliness and solitude. It's very sobering and makes me feel like I'm alone in a dark and empty, damp room with the cold seeping in. It's like torture
We have a hell of a lot in common, sorry you gotta deal with that. Wish I could offer some help but I can't even help myself.
 
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