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Oct 30, 2019
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SN arrived yesterday. Just took the 30mg metoclopramide. In 30 minutes I will take the 800mg tagamet. 30 minutes later, 25g SN. I am much more hesitant about this than I thought I would be, but I know I will regret it if I don't go through with it. Hoping all goes well.

If I unfortunately survive, I will share my experiences on here.

Side note: I started writing this immediately after taking the metoclopramide and so far, I can say my stomach is not liking it :I

Hugs to all! :hug:

o/
 
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GreyMonkey

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Aug 20, 2019
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Best wishes. I hope you can feel certainty and solidity in whatever you choose.
 
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Hope yr ok . Hear to talk if u like. Yet understand if not. Hope it's peaceful for you. Goodluck.
 
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hatelife

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Oct 13, 2019
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dont be afraid of meto, I took 60 mg at once and felt a bit dizzy thats all
wish u luck what ever u choose, we can talk to u
 
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Hadenuf

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Aug 3, 2019
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Hope you find peace
 
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BrokenAngel8

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I'm so lonely, broken angel
Nov 7, 2019
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Wishing you a peaceful out. If things doesn't go right, you'll always be welcome here (I suppose, I'm a new member but I'm here for everyone anyway, including you)
 
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Yes

Yes
Oct 30, 2019
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dont be afraid of meto, I took 60 mg at once and felt a bit dizzy thats all
wish u luck what ever u choose, we can talk to u

That's reassuring, thanks for sharing :hug:
 
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jgm63

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Oct 28, 2019
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Wishing you a safe journey.
 
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Nov 1, 2019
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May the force be with you. Fair winds and safe passage. I'm thinking of you. Light and love
 
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Hotsackage

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Gl i wish u luck
 
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Tired_M

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Nov 3, 2019
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I wish you a safe journey and peace. My thoughts are with you.
 
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Sep 28, 2019
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Please keep us updated as you can. I wish you peace and happiness.
 
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Nov 4, 2019
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May your journey be peaceful far from any kind of pain.
 
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Shivani

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Oct 29, 2019
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Wishing you good luck and may you find peace
 
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Vampnation

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Nov 4, 2019
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Hoping you find peace and this works for you.
 
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Nov 1, 2019
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I'm on here this evening so keep messaging or updating if you need company mate.
 
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Jean4

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Apr 28, 2019
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Sending you love. We are here for you. You aren't alone.
 
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Yes

Yes
Oct 30, 2019
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Tagamet has now been taken, 30 minutes to go!
 
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CaptainT

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Nov 1, 2019
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You sound strong and determined. I admire you mate, you are the captain of your ship
 
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Yes

Yes
Oct 30, 2019
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Would you mind telling us how does your body react so far?

My stomach recovered from the metoclopramide after about 20 minutes, and I haven't really noticed anything noticeable since taking the tagamet, so everything seems good so far.
 
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Apr 28, 2019
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My stomach recovered from the metoclopramide after about 20 minutes, and I haven't really noticed anything noticeable since taking the tagamet, so everything seems good so far.
Remember. We are here for you :)
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

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Nov 7, 2019
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Hope you succeed and find peace, my friend.
 
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Nov 5, 2019
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Peaceful wishes to you!
 
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Oct 26, 2019
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I pray it goes fast and peaceful :)
 
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howard

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Sep 13, 2019
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Hope you find peace.
 
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PDAnnie2610

Waiting for my bus.
Oct 27, 2019
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Peace be with you and a smooth journey!
 
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