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Thanatos

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Mar 23, 2018
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Life has sucked so far but I'm only 19 and my family really wants me to get better. I have the support, access, funds, and treatment. Just lacking motivation right now. I will always be pro choice though and if things dont work out that's okay. I'm not afraid of death, life is what scares me
 
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blahblah

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Oct 26, 2019
29
Me too. Congrats on finding some hope, and fingers crossed it all goes well for you.
 
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Rachel74

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Sep 7, 2019
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Life has sucked so far but I'm only 19 and my family really wants me to get better. I have the support, access, funds, and treatment. Just lacking motivation right now. I will always be pro choice though and if things dont work out that's okay. I'm not afraid of death, life is what scares me
Try it as you are only 19. Get the treatment and see how you feel xx
 
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pain in my heart

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Oct 26, 2019
61
Best of luck to you. May you succeed in whatever choice you make.
 
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DarkDane

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Oct 24, 2019
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If you can avoid pills that of course would be the best, not to also jack up your physical health, lifting weights and eating healthy can also give a push, helped a friend who had major depressive disorder.
Relaxing and reading about stoicism might also make your mind a bit calmer in all the madness, it helped me to find peace.

Start slow and set minor goals, like getting to a therapist once weak, or go for a run for 5 min once a day, it helped med when i was still able to.
 
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MeltingHeart

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Sep 9, 2019
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Life has sucked so far but I'm only 19 and my family really wants me to get better. I have the support, access, funds, and treatment. Just lacking motivation right now. I will always be pro choice though and if things dont work out that's okay. I'm not afraid of death, life is what scares me
You go for it! Give it a chance - I know it sounds cheesy/ cliche but have you travelled much? Yr SO young still & there is a whole world out there to explore. I hope you continue to get all the support you need to get better & thrive .
 
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Sadwind

Sadwind

want to go
Sep 21, 2019
76
I'm trying too. I'm getting better very very slowly. Best wishes for you and your future. It'll be OK. :D
 
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dandan

dandan

One more attempt on life.
Feb 18, 2019
1,298
I Bush ive found testosterone back when I was 17, 18, know I understand I always had that problem, even my body was undeveloped, my emotions sucked. Everyone wanted to party, I wanted to know why I didn't wanted to to party, i preferred to be a loner. Man good luck, and please, having access, talk to an endocrinologist(hormone specialist doctor) , really, a psychologist or psychiatrist are not aware of how hormones can seem like psychiatric problems, please!!
 
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Stan

Factoid Hunter
Aug 29, 2019
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Hope it is a success for you
 
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Sweet emotion

Enlightened
Sep 14, 2019
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Life has sucked so far but I'm only 19 and my family really wants me to get better. I have the support, access, funds, and treatment. Just lacking motivation right now. I will always be pro choice though and if things dont work out that's okay. I'm not afraid of death, life is what scares me
I'm glad you're pushing on. You're only 19 and have the world by the balls. You can do anything you want. Once you start to heal you'll start to get motivation again. Best of luck to you. Kick some ass.
 
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