Discussion Getting drunk to forget...

[JustBe]

Alcohol is my only friend at the moment. Friday, end of shift, had a whiskey bottle packed and driking it discretely with a straw in my bag...
It helps. It does.
Wish one day I'd get drunk enough to slip on the railway when a train is coming.

Life is utter shit. Fuck survival instinct.
Are you getting drunken or drugged today?
What's your goal?
Man, alcohol really helps, I'm not even drunk yet but I'm feeling better already.

 

[Forveleth]

I was well on my way to being an alcoholic but I stopped drinking excessively. Dealing with the side effects while I was sober just was not worth it. Also it was damn expensive.

 

[TheTwelthRootOfTwo]

Alcohol is my only friend at the moment. Friday, end of shift, had a whiskey bottle packed and driking it discretely with a straw in my bag...
It helps. It does.
Wish one day I'd get drunk enough to slip on the railway when a train is coming.

Life is utter shit. Fuck survival instinct.
Are you getting drunken or drugged today?
What's your goal?
Man, alcohol really helps, I'm not even drunk yet but I'm feeling better already.

I knoooow what you mean about alcohol! I so wish I could use it. Unfortunately, I live with an elderly man and I have to be sober at all times. Otherwise, I'd be sopping drunk all the time. I don't ever stop at one or two drinks.

It's the only time my survival instinct gets to a low enough level where I could check out without hesitation. Almost happened in 2024. Unfortunately, I came home from an AA meeting (yeah, I went there drunk lol) and accidentally set off the home security alarm, and when the police came out and saw my condition, they told me I had no choice but to go to the ER. Had a a BAC level that, if I'd kept drinking, would have killed me.

I was well on my way to being an alcoholic but I stopped drinking excessively. Dealing with the side effects while I was sober just was not worth it. Also it was damn expensive.

I used to buy a liter of vodka for about $10. I know the taste of vodka is abhorrent. But I sure loved it when it went down lol.

 

[listerical]

honestly depends on my financial sitch in the moment, i know this week ive drank every day just from going out with friends and stuff (including tonight) but other than that usually just every friday or saturday night

 

[nitrogenous]

I occasionally drink and I think the furthest I've ever been is just being tipsy. I have always struggled with keeping up with my liquid intake, and I guess that's why I've never been fully drunk… When I drink, I take ages to finish the drink and by the time I drink another drink, most of the effects from the last one would have probably been washed away…

I do want to try even if it's just once to see how it feels being fully drunk, but perhaps once life is more stable for me, considering I have a tendency to be impulsive and don't want the alcohol to take control over my actions for now.

 

[neverexistedd]

its friday, so I'm getting drunk as usual lol
I can't make a week without getting drunk and it makes me hate myself even more