Getting desperate

[woundedanimal]

I don't want to keep breathing past Saturday night. I'm at the point of just leaving my mobility aid on the side of the road and laying down with my head on the double yellow line, but even that is just a waste of time. I don't want to keep being talked to like I'm stupid and I don't want to fucking be here anymore. I just wish I could find a way to fucking die that I already have at home for free that won't take forever. I'm tempted to just jump off a cliff into a river and hope nobody rescues me before I freeze. I just want to die already. I hate humanity and I hate being here.

 

[struggles_inc]

Is there nothing that can make you feel any better apart from ctb?

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you eventually find freedom from your suffering, I find it cruel and horrible how there isn't a way to just easily die in peace.