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Lonelygirl13

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May 13, 2019
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Okay.

So I know there's people out there that care about me. But I hate it because I don't care about them personally, but I do care that when I die they well be sad, because I don't want them to be. I hated my life that much that suicide is what will make me happy. I'm ready. I've been ready. The only thing stopping me is that I don't want people to be sad for no reason. They couldn't have done anything anyways. I'm especially worried for whoever finds me, likely mother or father or both and scared they might hurt themselves.

How do i get over that and just do it?
 
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The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
Jul 13, 2018
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Death, by suicide or other means, is never easy on family, or friends. You know people will be sad, that's how it goes.

Is there a way you can stick around for them, no matter how shitty life treats you?
 
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Lonelygirl13

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May 13, 2019
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Death, by suicide or other means, is never easy on family, or friends. You know people will be sad, that's how it goes.

Is there a way you can stick around for them, no matter how shitty life treats you?


No, because as much as I know they love me, my parents are one of the reasons I want to be gone so bad also.
 
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The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
Jul 13, 2018
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Well, questions about suicide are never answered easily. I don't know your full life story, and I can't give you any positive or negative responses.

I can hope that maybe everything will work out for you. Know we are here if you need a shoulder to lean on
 

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