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lunar02102009

lunar02102009

Lone1y_Lamp
Apr 12, 2025
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Finally , i tested the charcoal i bought and it burnt without a smoke and glowed red hot , which means its perfect for my ctb! I cant tell you how much of a relief i feel that one day things get too bad i will be having an simple plain almost painless exit of out existance! Finally no more bs i can die painlessly and get the relief out of this fuckin shitty trashy brain god finally.
 

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locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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I understand this was only a test, but, obviously, that's nowhere near enough charcoal, and when you "do the real deal" with more, it may be a little more difficult to get all of the charcoal burning fully red and hot.
 
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Ikkuna

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It's really sad but i'm still glad you're able to go out painlessly and peacefully ❤
 
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lunar02102009

lunar02102009

Lone1y_Lamp
Apr 12, 2025
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I understand this was only a test, but, obviously, that's nowhere near enough charcoal, and when you "do the real deal" with more, it may be a little more difficult to get all of the charcoal burning fully red and hot.
Yeah dont worry i got way more charcoal and a proper grill for it , it was jus a test burn to inspect the quality
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I understand why you'd feel relieved having a way to be free from all the suffering, I always wish I had access to such as all I want is to never suffer in this cruel, torturous existence ever again, I wish you the best.
 
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