finally able to imagine how my death would impact people.

[lizardsoup]

Ive been feeling pretty good the past fee days, i got put on lamotrigine for bipolar but im still at the low dose and it shouldnt affect me much so i feel like i can finally take credit for getting better.
Ive been on and off with this feeling, but when i used to think about offing myself, i would feel little to no feeling when i thought about how it would affect people around me.
Recently ive been able to imagine the feelings people around me would feel if I actually did. I know that seems like such a small thing, but it's huge for me.

 

[WhiteDespair]

Doesn't it feel like waking up from something?

 

[WornOutLife]

I'm on lamotrigine, bupropion and quetiapine. I'm bipolar too and somehow, I'm managing to deal with life.

I'm glad you're feeling better. Hope things improve even more for u!