Few hours left before peace!

[mimeiji]

Here's my process:
- 8 hours or more fasting (from 4:30pm to 1:00am)
- 1000mg of paracetamol (1:00am)
- 30mg of meto (1:15am)
- while waiting, mix sn (1 and a half 1/8 cup of water and 1 spoon of sn) (unfortunately i only have those measuring baking spoons/cup)
- drink sn (2:00am)

Is this good enough? It's currently around 10:40pm, just writing down my letters now! Hopefully I won't be in a lot of pain cause the hotel I'm in isn't that soundproofed.

Edit: Just reread the bodyweight to sn ratio recommendation, turns out I only need a spoon of sn LOL

 

[58Alice85]

I hope you get what you want! Good luck!

 

[Macedonian1987]

My advice to you is to get a precise weight scale before attempting. Too much SN can result in immediate nausea and vomiting most of the SN resulting in a failed attempt, too little SN might also cause a failed attempt or death with prolonged suffering.
There was a young woman from Brazil that took too little SN (she didn't have a precise measuring scale either) and because she ingested too little SN it took more than 40-50 minutes for her to lose consciousness.

 

[Dark Mood]

Good luck on your journey

 

[3FailedAttemptss]

I hope that you find peace, one way or the other ^-^

 

[mimeiji]

My advice to you is to get a precise weight scale before attempting. Too much SN can result in immediate nausea and vomiting most of the SN resulting in a failed attempt, too little SN might also cause a failed attempt or death with prolonged suffering.
There was a young woman from Brazil that took too little SN (she didn't have a precise measuring scale either) and because she ingested too little SN it took more than 40-50 minutes for her to lose consciousness.

Unfortunately I don't really have time to test anymore :( It's do or die for me now I used up all of my money for the hotel room (as well as for my last day earlier) Although I did have a weighing scale, I accidentally forgot it at my dorm

 

[idiotmother]

I think using 1 cup and more of Sn is way too much… I wish I knew what the proper amount was. I tried looking it up on here and I found one thread with someone talking about three tablespoons but again, I really don't know. You're not able to go to dorm and get the scale?

 

[Macedonian1987]

Unfortunately I don't really have time to test anymore :( It's do or die for me now I used up all of my money for the hotel room (as well as for my last day earlier) Although I did have a weighing scale, I accidentally forgot it at my dorm

I still insist of you reconsidering your decision. The amount of SN is of crucial importance.

 

[mimeiji]

I think using 1 cup and more of Sn is way too much… I wish I knew what the proper amount was. I tried looking it up on here and I found one thread with someone talking about three tablespoons but again, I really don't know. You're not able to go to dorm and get the scale?

1/8 cup is 3 tablespoons from what I searched up! And no unfortunately, my dorm is hours away TT

I still insist of you reconsidering your decision. The amount of SN is of crucial importance.

Thank you for your concern! But it is what it is unfortunately

 

[idiotmother]

1/8 cup is 3 tablespoons from what I searched up! And no unfortunately, my dorm is hours away TT

Oh ok, did not know that. Best of luck to you then, I wish you peace and serenity.

 

[darksouls]

I wish you the best, I hope you find relief from suffering

 

[mimeiji]

Here's my process:
- 8 hours or more fasting (from 4:30pm to 1:00am)
- 1000mg of paracetamol (1:00am)
- 30mg of meto (1:15am)
- while waiting, mix sn (1 and a half 1/8 cup of water and 1 spoon of sn) (unfortunately i only have those measuring baking spoons/cup)
- drink sn (2:00am)

Is this good enough? It's currently around 10:40pm, just writing down my letters now! Hopefully I won't be in a lot of pain cause the hotel I'm in isn't that soundproofed.

Edit: Just reread the bodyweight to sn ratio recommendation, turns out I only need a spoon of sn LOL

1:00am now! just drank my paracetamol

 

[Leyna]

I hope you find peace

 

[mimeiji]

1:20am! drank 30mg of meto

 

[danivodka5]

Wishing you the best of all things.

 

[Macedonian1987]

Good luck. I hope you escape from whatever tormented you and made you to take this step, and be at peace.

 

[mimeiji]

mixing my sn now! it looks like if someone whos hydrated pissed into a cup lol

 

[Macedonian1987]

mixing my sn now! it looks like if someone whos hydrated pissed into a cup lol

I like how you still have your sense of humor right until the very end.

 

[needwaytohell]

Hope you find peace. Planning on doing something similar hoping to join your journey someday.

 

[mimeiji]

I like how you still have your sense of humor right until the very end.

thank you! i don't have any beta blockers so the best i can do to not back out is to try and be funnyyy
currently just watching youtube now, but today was fun! i made sure to dress up prettily today and went out to get some cheesecake and some burger steak ^^ 18 minutes left aaa so worried

 

[Macedonian1987]

thank you! i don't have any beta blockers so the best i can do to not back out is to try and be funnyyy
currently just watching youtube now, but today was fun! i made sure to dress up prettily today and went out to get some cheesecake and some burger steak ^^ 18 minutes left aaa so worried

I love eating cheesecakes a lot. They are so tasty, and for some reason in my country they are quite expensive. As for burger steaks I like them too, but I rarely eat them because they will make me gain weight When my time comes to take my SN I will use benzos and meto. I'm having second thoughts about beta blockers as I don't want to overmedicate myself before taking my SN.
Have a safe journey, and I hope you end up in a much better place than this cruel world.

 

[Theresnoescape]

Good luck, I hope everything goes smoothly for you.

 

[Dark Mood]

Thinking of you right now. Best wishes

 

[Irisse]

I wish you a peaceful and painless departure.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find the peace you are searching for, I wish you the best.

 

[MissAbyss]

️ I wish you eternal peace ️

 

[vig919]

I hope you find comfort

 

[Macedonian1987]

I was thinking about @mimeiji . I wonder if he was successful, if he was successful, is he free from his suffering? I was thinking about his cbt the entire previous day because it was unique. He kept his sense of humor right to the end.

 

[Kitsune_BCN]

Impressive attitude.

I hope you are in an eternal rest now .

 

[NormallyNeurotic]

I don't know of there is confirmation yet. I hope nothing was painful whatever the result was...