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Nirrend

Nirrend

The important is not how long you live ...
Mar 12, 2022
400
Good evening to all

Times are really tough, I can't take it anymore

I suffer from loneliness, malaise

I apologize so much for sending this message of distress, I know I am far from being the one who suffers the most

I've been drinking tonight, I'm a bastard

I'm so exhausted from being consumed by a grief that won't resolve, I used to write here before but, I've lost the habit of doing so... I fear the fact of being rejected

I feel like dying, I'm tired

Forgive me, I know how much you suffer

Yours is so legitimate

Love ❤❤❤
 
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yyytry

:(
Sep 8, 2022
217
I feel you…although I'm not good at consoling.
I'm consumed with grief as well…you're not alone here.
And it doesn't matter who hurts the most.
It doesn't change that we are all here for it.
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,318
It really is sad how all this endless suffering continues to exist in this world and I do understand that it's so dreadful still being here when you feel so tired of everything. But anyway, best wishes.
 
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wait.what

wait.what

no really, what?
Aug 14, 2020
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I'm sorry to hear that everything sucks so much. Lots of people look for solace in alcohol. Drinking doesn't make you a bastard.
 
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Reallysad

Student
Nov 23, 2022
101
Good evening to all

Times are really tough, I can't take it anymore

I suffer from loneliness, malaise

I apologize so much for sending this message of distress, I know I am far from being the one who suffers the most

I've been drinking tonight, I'm a bastard

I'm so exhausted from being consumed by a grief that won't resolve, I used to write here before but, I've lost the habit of doing so... I fear the fact of being rejected

I feel like dying, I'm tired

Forgive me, I know how much you suffer

Yours is so legitimate

Love ❤❤❤
I'm the same as you some days are worse than others.I'm also in pain. I wish you the best my friend
 
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GlassAlwaysEmpty

GlassAlwaysEmpty

Red Grapes only
Jun 22, 2020
111
Don't feel guilty about drinking, we have to do what we need to do to be able to get through each day.

Try and get some sleep, at least whilst asleep you can get some momentary peace.
 
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leaf23

Specialist
Dec 12, 2020
338
Good evening to all

Times are really tough, I can't take it anymore

I suffer from loneliness, malaise

I apologize so much for sending this message of distress, I know I am far from being the one who suffers the most

I've been drinking tonight, I'm a bastard

I'm so exhausted from being consumed by a grief that won't resolve, I used to write here before but, I've lost the habit of doing so... I fear the fact of being rejected

I feel like dying, I'm tired

Forgive me, I know how much you suffer

Yours is so legitimate

Love ❤❤❤
You don't have to justify how you feel; you and your feelings matter as much as anyone else's
 
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BGooG

Member
Aug 26, 2022
88
I'm sorry to hear you're suffering. Do not worry that your problems are "not enough". As Ian MacLaren said, "Be kind. Everyone you meet is carrying a heavy burden."

I've had nights like yours, when it was just too much and I was too sad, and no one (not wife) had a kind word for me. I don't really drink, but if I did I would on those evenings.
 
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Wannagonow

Specialist
Nov 16, 2022
376
So sorry things are hard for you. Loneliness itself really sucks. For me it makes my life horrible. No one's anymore "legitimate " than anyone else. You're important and you matter. No magic answers for you. Sorry. Try not to be so hard on yourself. I hope you can feel less bad. ❤️
 
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