Feeling numb and tired

[KenDuh]

New meds are making me feel like I'm watching the world through a hole in a large piece of cloth, it's good for concentration, but it's like I'm not watching the whole world, just pieces. The problem hasn't gone anywhere, I still don't like the world, still feel alone. My body is moved by forces I don't acknowledge, I don't know who I am anymore, my body answer to other one, and my ideas are now strangers. I don't know where in my brain hides I'm hiding, and I don't seem to find me. I keep doing the routine, without ideas or goals, I just look at my calendar waiting for the next appointment, psychologist, psychiatrist, what ever, I wait for answers, but get nothing, and wait again.

 

[randomthougts]

I feel you. do you have a 4 legged friend?

 

[Hollowman]

Sorry to tell you psychologists and psychiatrists definitely don't have all the answers.

 

[KenDuh]

I feel you. do you have a 4 legged friend?

I got a cat named Luca, he's important to me, but everything just feels fuzzy, even when he's there

 

[NutOrat]

That's what I'm most afraid of - that all these meds will ever do is shrink your emotional range and narrow your vision of the world. I know they're not *supposed* to be a permanent cure, but still, I don't want to put a blindfold on. Plus of course all the possible nasty side effects.

 

[KenDuh]

That's what I'm most afraid of - that all these meds will ever do is shrink your emotional range and narrow your vision of the world. I know they're not *supposed* to be a permanent cure, but still, I don't want to put a blindfold on. Plus of course all the possible nasty side effects.

Yeah, it's not pretty, and still I feel uncomfortable, I know that something is not right, nothing is being solved