
Opera
Member
- Nov 16, 2024
- 90
I got a pet pigeon half a year ago, and it honestly healed me. I was able to get up every morning without any problems, want to look forward to tomorrow, and has made me very happy. Because of him, I didn't see a purpose to log into this website (I will attach a picture of him).
With all that said, I know he will pass on one day, and I will end up wanting to CTB again. Even with that in mind, I am very calm and have accepted this. I will end up doing that one day, and I'll likely use this site more when that happens.
I'm glad this community/site exists, since friends don't even want me to CTB at all, honestly I have considered it carefully and it's the best outcome for me. I'm enjoying the time I have with my bird, he's made me want to continue living for him. I love him so much.
With all that said, I know he will pass on one day, and I will end up wanting to CTB again. Even with that in mind, I am very calm and have accepted this. I will end up doing that one day, and I'll likely use this site more when that happens.
I'm glad this community/site exists, since friends don't even want me to CTB at all, honestly I have considered it carefully and it's the best outcome for me. I'm enjoying the time I have with my bird, he's made me want to continue living for him. I love him so much.